I'm sorry...

I don't know what to do...

I'm really lost now.

New Year... New... But I don't want this year anymore.

After your song I don't know how I can lose that feeling.

I'm sorry.

for Jon Underdown.

Smiling, Angel. You make my heart beat faster.
You are my very beautiful disaster.
Hate me, love me. I want to see your emotions.
You're my fear, you're my poisonous potion.

I want to see your pain and heal it at that time.
I want to feel your touch, like it's Forbidden crime.
I want to lose my breath, when I'll touch your lips.
I want to be your dream. Your unforgettable eclipse.

You touch me by your voice, like sweetest pain.
When you're hurt, I can feel the same.
I can feel you in my weak and tired vein.
I've got nothing for you to gain...

You can be funny, can be sad, but always true.
I can cry and scream, but never shall be like you.
You're the Angel, I'm the poorest heaven's part.
Take care of yourself. You're always in my heart.
(c)Maria Mariko Derkach.
Yesterday I celebrated New Year with my friends. It was very funny o(〃^▽^〃)o

We cooked salads and bought fruits, etc.

We have river of champagne! :D

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This is my friend Dima, he's very cool guy, we always can talk about everything and he makes me laugh all the time.

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And this is my best girlfriend Vika, she's like sister for me. We're together only for three years, but we have a very strong connection on the mental level. I love her very much.

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This is Ana, a very good girl. She's funny and we laugh all the time. :D And behind her is Natalie - she was host a party.

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Lena - a man-twinkle, amazing girl.

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Again my beautiful Vika. :)

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And all our company without me.:)

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I had so much fun! I'm happy!