First time to have blog ✧ °∀° )/ ✧

Well..i've thought about it many times and at last decided to start a blog here, eventhough i'm not japanese nor can fluently speak english but yes...sometimes i need to release my feelings and it seems writing it here is looked so convenient.. (˙◁˙ )パァ

Well if you asked where did i find this japanese blog.....i'm fans of japanese entertainment and follow some people through twitter, it seems they like to post something in ameblo...i want to try it too 💪(・8・💪)

So from here on i'm gonna write here too.

Sometimes.

Oh btw i can read japanese a little so maybe it's okay to write it here? Ha ha ha

Today actually i was thinking about 'appearance'

Usually there are many subjects in my mind, that sometimes i couldn't shakes them off from my head and in the end been lack of sleep...but today lets speak about appearance..

One word...

I'm not a girl who is fond of make up.

But it doesnt mean i cant do make up. In fact i can, i'm learning for my self confidence.

Indeed, make up can increase a girl's confidence. Someone who feels pretty can walk confidently on the road, talk to other people with a prouf face, etc

I'm doing that for myself's sake.

For notes too, it's really satisfy me when someone praise me after i did my make up and do a better fashion than everyday life.

But

I've said that before...i don't really fond of make up

....

It takes time to apply them...

I hate my eyes, i rarely take any photos of me w/o make up


Then everytime i walk together with my girl's cousins..they always said this to me

"Why don't you apply something on your face?"

"Do something to make yourself prettier"

Well

I acknowledged it

I'm close with my cousins too

It happened sometimes when we have a walk in public's area, without me applying any make up.

Too lazy

"Use your contact lens" they said

but that time i'm too lazy to even wear proper dress..just tshirt and jeans...or shirt and jeans

I used eye glasses, its better for me than wearing contact...i can sleep anywhere..

When i wear make up, as expected they praise me so much

Then one day i said this

"It actually satisfy me when everybody who usually look at the plain me, praise me when i'm doing my make up"

At least they know the real me and it is better than hearing them said, "you're just plain w/o make up. Beyond my imagination!"

Then my cousin's answered me

"Actually its better for you to put your make up so everyone gotten used to you than make them think you're pretty because of make up"

Honestly...i'm speechless...

.....

Which me who you see after all this time....?