Figuring being out isn't ever easy
Sometimes it makes me unwholesome and queazy
As it can be distressingly disheartening
While at the aforesaid incident illuminating
Life is loaded of paradoxes and principles
Not all are with alacrity digestible
Some change direction your tum and seem to be detestable
Dealing near nation who are reprehensible
Problematic and incomprehensible
Life beyond any doubt is a challenge
Just wearisome to livelihood your mental stability
Internally be in possession of your spirit in tranquility
Sustain yourself financially
While discovering and fulfilling your destiny
Balancing your existence relationally and professionally
Keeping yourself and everybody other happy
That seems like a faultless impossibility
Yet living next to discontents in disharmony
Who chunter and pitch a condolences party
Is a encumbrance unbearable
It makes go sometimes deplorable
Perhaps I should lath a conceive and go global
Say cheerio to this nonsense
That seems bewildering and makes no sense
But afterwards there is the in progress battle
Between the entail for intimacy and privacy
Such contradictions are too problematic for me
Perhaps here is a mechanism spiritually
That inwardly unsocial will seal me
If that is so, than go promptly God Almighty
And sufficiency me near your wisdom, power, and love
Set my affections and heart on things above
For that which I business deal beside here below
Is habitually goose egg more than than a conceited show
Life is relatively the rat race, ever on the go
Surely near is more to this than meets the eye
To carry on close to this day by day is to ceaselessly cry
Therefore open up the skies and direct your glory
To give away to me your way and revision my natural life story
Life's complexities are too a great deal for me
Come chop-chop and update me
To be the man I ought to be
Or to be with good cheer inviting with me
Regardless of how others perceive active me
Settle my inner self and receive me whole
For the atmospheric condition of time are taking their toll
On this schoolgirlish man's beloved spirit.