SAME MY ASS

What's wrong with you!?

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!?

WHAT'S WRONG?

I FOUND THE THINGS I NEED.
EVEN IF IT MEANT TO PUT MY LIFE AS A STAKE.

Gosh, WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU WITH ME DOING THINGS W/O YOU AND YET YOU'RE LINKING ME TO HIM!?

Helping people

I was searching for my lamp today.
She said its at the storeroom.
I went to the store and start finding for it.
She said its on the floor
I looked at the floor.

"No, it couldn't possibly fit it there"

"YOU AND DAD ARE THE SAME, EXPECT THE THING TO APPEAR RIGHT INFRONT OF YOU"

"Fuck you."

"Can you confirm it is at the store?!"

"YES."

*Searches thoroughly*

"COULD IT BE IN MY ROOM?!"

"Search yourself"

"Fuck you."

I went to my room and climbed up my wardrobe.
It was high.
I was struggling to take that item as it was so deep inside, being blocked by myviolin. One hand, supporting myself (Not even a proper grip, yo) but just openedpalm against that piece of wood.

It was goddamnit heavy.
I got stuck.
I can't hold on any longer.
I cried for help.
She kept quiet.
I jumped down.

Will You Marry Me?

A close friend got attached today.
She told me about it.
I was probably more delighted once I heard the news than she is.
Really, really happy.

However, it brought me back memories of those times that we were together.
It've been so long, so long.

I seemed to just plunged into this abyss of darkness nowadays.
It is just so.. alone.

I like time spent alone.
I..
got to go.

I'm gonna face the music now.
Probably crying later..