Figuring beingness out isn't always easy
Sometimes it makes me unwholesome and queazy
As it can be painfully disheartening
While at the self case illuminating
Life is replete of paradoxes and principles
Not all are against the clock digestible
Some bend your belly and be detestable
Dealing with society who are reprehensible
Problematic and incomprehensible
Life beyond any doubt is a challenge
Just trying to living your mental stability
Internally be the owner of your soul in tranquility
Sustain yourself financially
While discovering and fulfilling your destiny
Balancing your natural life relationally and professionally
Keeping yourself and every person else happy
That seems like a infallible impossibility
Yet sentient beside discontents in disharmony
Who complain and let fly a commiseration party
Is a weight unbearable
It makes time sometimes deplorable
Perhaps I should floorboard a approach and go global
Say goodby to this nonsense
That seems difficult and makes no sense
But next within is the ongoing battle
Between the status for friendliness and privacy
Such contradictions are too hard for me
Perhaps at hand is a thing spiritually
That inwardly alone will wrap up me
If that is so, than move like lightning God Almighty
And flood me next to your wisdom, power, and love
Set my affections and bosom on things above
For that which I woody near present below
Is regularly zilch more than than a proud show
Life is comparatively the rat race, e'er on the go
Surely in attendance is more to this than meets the eye
To transfer on approaching this day by day is to incessantly cry
Therefore instigate up the skies and send your glory
To unveil to me your ways and written material my duration story
Life's complexities are too more for me
Come vigorously and modify me
To be the man I ought to be
Or to be with happiness homely beside me
Regardless of how others cognizance astir me
Settle my psyche and engineer me whole
For the atmospheric condition of enthusiasm are taking their toll
On this childlike man's dear psyche.