My way

now ..i come up against a big wall...

what i wanna do in my future?...why am i wondering?..



my dream has been to live abroad...
beach, sunshine, slow life, happy ppl...
this dream never change..



the colleague who was working at same company as my manager and was back to Aus this April called me and said that there's a position and they will support working visa..

what?..this opportunity should have what i've hoped so long..

but..why can't i decide?..

i think the reason is that my job is finally stable...i quit my first job soon and had a long blanck..i had wanted to work foreign company and use English..and i got it finally now..im working here for 2 years..so do i need next step?...



i can speak English better than i started working here.but it's still difficult for me to talk or listen, especially technical things...
somehow i can make sense though...

agh..maybe i still don't have enough confidence..

i remember that i didn't have any skill or experience to work at this company, but im doing this job for 2 years now. and i can do what i couldn't at that time..



so...if i just wanna live abrod..i should take advantage of this opportunity..

if this opp is working in Hawaii, ill decide it soon.

so what im wondering is the place?...


if i choose to go there, it must be the hardest challenge in my life...but might be existing ...idk..

the thing I'm really worried is maybe language....I don't have enough confident........

go Brisbane, take big responsibility , no friends, buy a car, find house...


but ...

where's my answer...






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