right now, I'm sitting in my chair at 6:17am... listening to the snoring sounds of two people, one on my floor and one in my bed...
One of my friends was really drunk and so bf drove her over. The things some people do... I don't mind helping friends... but I need to have a talk with her when she wakes up... turning to alcohol to solve your troubles is not right.
I'm going to stay up until they wake up later today. Me and my chair.
Right now... does it make me a bad person? If I'm thinking about you? You know, what's been going on between us... it's a stalemate. Neither of us want to make the effort to break the frozen sea between us...
If you ever read this, I keep writing a text to you but I never have the courage to send it... what if you're happy without me right now? I can't be the one to ruin it...
You're not really showing any signs of weakness either, you seem like you're having fun with your other friends.. should it just stay this way?
It's scary how fast two people can become strangers. I feel like part of me has disappeared... I don't know what to do.
I think about all this in the dark, while the wind howls at my window and two people sleep in my room. I wish I could pick up my phone and call you.
One of my friends was really drunk and so bf drove her over. The things some people do... I don't mind helping friends... but I need to have a talk with her when she wakes up... turning to alcohol to solve your troubles is not right.
I'm going to stay up until they wake up later today. Me and my chair.
Right now... does it make me a bad person? If I'm thinking about you? You know, what's been going on between us... it's a stalemate. Neither of us want to make the effort to break the frozen sea between us...
If you ever read this, I keep writing a text to you but I never have the courage to send it... what if you're happy without me right now? I can't be the one to ruin it...
You're not really showing any signs of weakness either, you seem like you're having fun with your other friends.. should it just stay this way?
It's scary how fast two people can become strangers. I feel like part of me has disappeared... I don't know what to do.
I think about all this in the dark, while the wind howls at my window and two people sleep in my room. I wish I could pick up my phone and call you.