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So, that time has come once again...

It's funny to read what the same person, myself in this case, has written almost a month ago, when I had all the free time in the world ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

I had written about how this summer would be used as a growing phase. Now that it has ended, have I changed at all? I am not so sure, perhaps it takes longer than this. But at least now I think I have a better idea of where I am going and what decisions need to be made.

I want to make this year the best I can make it. I will not allow myself to be broken down by any obstacles, I will do anything in my power.

Right now I can best relate to a small child being dragged out of a candy shop (´0ﾉ｀*)

It probably won't be as bad as I am making it out to be (*￣Oﾉ￣*)

Internal

I haven't written in a few days～

I'm very surprised it hasn't started to feel more like summer... (°∀°)b

Usually there is a feeling of "shedding" (please excuse my wording) your routine and doing crazy things? Or maybe that's what I used to feel before, perhaps because it was a very different time. Even this weather does not feel like it is currently summer, very strange. But I've been feeling good for the past few days, again with the feeling of excitement when there is really nothing to be excited about (´0ﾉ｀*) Ah, well. It can't be helped～

Shining

Today, while looking out of the window yet again, such a relaxing sight awaited my eyes. There were hundreds of clouds just lazily floating by like a fleet of ships, it looked amazing ヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉ After a while, though, I started to doze off (*￣Oﾉ￣*) It was nice while it lasted, though... very relaxing.

It would be nice to just stop and do this once in a while, but the clouds themselves bring the point that the world does not simply stop. You have to keep up or you'll get lost, or doze off like I did (・∀・)

Hm, I'd like to have an experience like that again sometime～