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Arghhhhhhhhh

Everytime I think I'm fine I fall into this same hole again o(；△；)o

I think "maybe", but I know the answer is "no".

It will never be "yes". Not even remotely a "maybe".

And yet I am sitting here with some sort of hope that I know I have to stifle. And I feel like shit again （Ｔ＿Ｔ）

I'm trying my best here not to get emo on y'all (´□｀｡)

It's not anything remotely emo, anyways. I value my life, thank you very much.

It's just that sometimes there are things we have to encounter that will hurt us. And this thing is bothering me a lot, and will continue to bother me for a while until it dies off like all the other times.

For now I will just reflect upon where I stand.

It's all a part of being human. At least that's what I'm trying to convince myself of.