Never has there been a time in my life when I've actually had a LIFE.
Notice the date of the last entry?? September??? I think that's the longest break I've ever taken from this place...
Every time I log on and want to write something, laziness takes over and I just end up shutting down my computer to trade in boredom for a ticket to dreamland.
So what's been up?
Work and school, nothing much in between. Life has changed drastically since, well, a year ago.
For one thing, I can actually understand more of this site... Japanese class has been amazing. とてもおもしろいですね。
So for my exhaustive rant based on a juxtaposition of the past and present (I haven't done this in a while)...
While everything in my life seems to have changed completely (most things for the better... A LOT of things for the better) I still find myself to be the same person. Change comes yet change does not affect me. Does that make sense? ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ
I don't really feel like drawing this out more, let this point be a reminder for a future date. Hopefully sometime soon.
I shall wake up in a few hours and begin to prepare for exams. The thought of them scares me, in fact, when I first began to realize university life, I began to sometimes feel as if I was suffocating on the overwhelming amount of change I had to endure, not only in my surroundings but the way my thoughts were structured. Have I made it all the way? I don't think so. I didn't think it was going to be easy anyways, but it is something that has to be attacked with all my strength so that I can end up in an even better position.
(・∀・)
So Christmas is coming soon!! And 2008 is coming to an end... I remember writing such a thing last year:
"And there are many things that will happen in 2008 alone. Big changes are coming! I'm glad because at this point I feel like I can accept those changes with open arms."
What a statement to make. It was quite accurate. I can't even imagine what next year will be like.
Anyways, I'm off to bed before I rant much longer☆