So, that time has finally arrived. That precious time I was looking forward to for the last 4 years of my life... an era has finally come to a close ヾ(@°▽°@)ノ
While these are my feelings right now, there are also others that are hard to express.
What form should these feelings take on?
I don't know. I honestly do not know.
I didn't know finding out such a thing would bring me to this kind of place.
It is a bittersweet feeling. I am happy, but I am sad.
Perhaps it is a signal for me to continue with these memories held tightly, never lost from my sight.
Their warmth will always be with me. I will never forget.
Maybe I will look back on these feelings and think "it was for the best", like countless times before.
My head begins to hurt when I am consumed by these thoughts.