First hanging out post-pandemic | Yli 惨めさ

Yli 惨めさ

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Today I'm going to talk about

my first hang out with friends

after the pandemic.

 

It sounds extrange 

but due to the pandemic

and the lots of work

made this pretty difficult

to be done before.

 

A friend called me

and invited me to assist

and have a coffee, so I thought:

why not? at the beginning

I thought just 3 of us would be there,

but once there I knew 2 more will be.

 

It was pretty nice to see them

after that long time, 

but the thing that made me 

a kind of uncomfortable was

that in all the café, just the staff 

(waiters and waitresses) were the

only ones wearing face masks. 

 

Once arriving no one was wearing them, 

even thought it was a kind open, no one

was wearing it while talking, one of my friends

told me: Hey! She doesn't remember you! 

Could you take out the face mask?

I just took it out for a few seconds in order

she saw my face and I wear it on again.

 

The time passes and the question that

was going throw and fro was: 

who of you got covid? 

The answer was that all of them,

I was the only one who didn't and stay on 

the same.

 

At the end of the time, one of them told me:

you were the one in the whole café wearing 

face mask, did you realize about it?

I said: yes, I know, but I didn't get covid and 

I still don't want to trick my luck.

 

Certainly that made me think:

how do we really want everything goes back

to how everything was due to uncomfortability

or to be tired about all this situation (face mask use)

and we continue saying stupid ideas such as: 

I can't breath, I'm tired of all this. 

 

I think us being safe at least wearing face mask

for a little bit more, is not damaging us so much

so, certainly another thing I learnt from this situation. 

 

I think maybe I sound so mean or so rude, 

but taking into account that I have lots of 

responsibilities and the risks I got if I got ill

I think I prefer to do at least the little but more

important actions in order to stay safe.