How can you preach if you don't have a story to preach. "I" preached my testimony from the Heaven 2000 years ago. You are going to preach your testimony on your own. You cannot carry my testimony because it is mine, yet, you have yours! 10 years ago I wanted to go to English speaking church but due to the ability of speaking fluent English I could not do this. Yet 8 years later, without real consciousness of equipping it, I can and do it fluently. I can even read the Bible and study and talk all these things in English. Thanks God because you lead me to do this without my anxiety or worries at all. Yes, that's believing and trusting God. Without a slight weight on it, that is the real faith. Just live and enjoy everyday life then on that day, what you have prayed for will come.
I sinned so great that I was torn off by the devil for a year. Yet, God still saves me from the pit with all the sins and uncleaness in my life. If God did this for me He would do this for any other one right? Don't worry but use my faith and forgive at the human level. Are you prepared to preach with forgiveness and love of Jesus Christ? Yes. Jesus, any way, any way would be fine, but not a way that leads me to the way that other than in You. Let me use the gifts that you have given in my life. I pray to you. Jesus, not only me but also the others. I cannot lead them to the truth and the way because only you can. I even cannot lead myself to the truth and the way, ONLY You. You lead me. You guide me. You have to lead and guide them too. I know that you can, that is for sure. More than what you can is your Will. Will you? Yes of course. You told me throught the Bible you said you would. Then I choose to trust it.
"That's awesome" to... not preach but share the awesome truth, life-changing truth to the others. Thank you so much. Jesus, transform me and never forget my meaning of life in You. I love you with all that I can. Please wake all of my soul up to look up to you and live my lives for you and in You. In Jesus' name, Amen.
p.s. I really want to be a ambassador