さよならの向こう側 主がいる
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深い悲しみがない、
新しい出会いもない、
さらに、「君」はいる、
主イエスと共に元気に生きています。
これは「永遠の愛」、唯一の神、とても綺麗、とても高潔。
今の生涯は愛で満ちている。。。
深い悲しみがない、すべて勝ちと喜び、この命。
Just now......
The holy spirit told me something... A scene of yesterday's TV programme of 911. A man decided to sit on the stairs of 36th Floor rather than keep walking down the stairs. He said that he could not walk. A stranger stayed with him and encouraged him to go on. He even stayed with him when he decided to wait for the death. At that time, my heart told me that it was he himself decided to be able to walk or not. He gave up walking because he chose to even if he knows that there was a way out of the horror.
He decided to wait for the moment of death rather than facing the long and winding stairs then escaping from the World Trade Centre. What to choose? The same question was posted by the Holy Spirit lightly in my heart. The Holy Spirit KNOWS that I can do it. The Holy Spirit knows that I know that He is with me. The Holy Spirit knows what I lack, the action. He knows that I am just too lazy and always want to skip the steps.
The question is, will you step down and walk the other 36 floor of stairs, or, sit here and wait for the moment of the tumbling of the tower?
That is! that was what the Holy Spirit has asked me. He even didn't put it too heavy on my heart for He knows that I can do it with Him. He knows well. This time, it takes not only a decision, for God knows my heart now. After 1 year, you have to DO it! FACE the long and winding stairs till you run out of the World Trade Centre.
The question is, will you stand up and walk down the 36 floors and escape from the World Trade Centre? The stranger, the Holy Spirit, is here also next to you and support you. If you are frustrated, just tell Him. If you are out of hope, just tell Him. If you need someone to carry you through these 36 floors, just tell Him.
"How can you lay hands on the other if you keep this sin with you?"
"How can you preach and accomplish what I have proclaimed to you if you don't learn how to 'pray'?"
"How can you live if you don't pray?"
"How can you enter the Promised Land if you don't know how to pray and seek my presence every day? Do you know what kind of place it is? Have you read the Bible of what they did? For those who don't know how to seek me through "prayer" that is the union with me will perish in the same way when they were in Egypt."
"The result would be the same if they don't rely on me. The result would be just the same. For the blood of Jesus and the cross means the reunion with God. The time and the life that shared together. If you spend, I would do the same for God is not a respector of any person."
It has been 3 months from the last entry. See what I have gone through huh?
A new lesson: Surrender the vision to God
It was really hard to do so until I heard the message from another man of God.
I struggled. I thought that I walked with Jesus for almost 1 year would be a great thing.
Finally, another lesson: Never fight with experience because it is not the experience that counts, it is the holy spirit who works all the things actually.
The first surrender was from God.
The second surrender is also from God.
Like Abraham leaving his home to the new place.
Then He also had to surrender Issac as the second surrender, surrendering the vision.
What a revelation.
The key is: Be a vine, rely and surrender all to God. Look at Jesus not self!
Thanks. Going home now
I believe. Thank you Jesus, what a wonderful lesson.
Treat every day as the last chance.
Be faithful. Look above not to self.
Jesus,
You are my answer and you give me answer.
Now, I proclaim and I pray, Jesus, I only depend on You.
I pray that you give me the answer by yourself.
I do not depend on that page and those words to be my answerer and answer.
Even if the answer is the same, I don't take it base on that.
I only seek you and your answer.
No matter it is yes or no, I need to hear from you directly not from that page.
I pray that you will speak to me directly.
Lift me up no matter which answer it is.
Yet Lord,
I pray that you listen to my prayer and answer it and fulfilling it.
Jesus, you are my answerer and you provide me answer.
That will no longer be the basis of the answer.
Take it Lord.
In the name of Jesus,
Amen
應許之地比曠野更難行
因為應許之地所考驗的不是苦而是樂
在主裏苦而見主面及其大能的是每個人都要行的曠野
在主裏樂而要經過能否持定永生的考驗是應許之地
在苦中可以跌倒亦可以站穩
在樂中可以站穩亦可以跌倒
能否持住永生
不過在走出曠野以至進入應許之地之前
你我都必到過耶利哥
作過耶西法
聽過耶和華尼西的稱呼
看過摩西及約書亞持過的杖
持住
持不住
由生至永生都不在乎自己只在乎聖靈
只有屬死亡才在乎自己
在乎的意思非關心而是代表出於那裡之意
埃及,曠野,耶利哥,應許之地,
地上的果子,國土,帝位以至聖殿......
應許之地還是中斷的路
不要忘記一切都是以倍數而増
一切!
要得應許之地地上的果子
你我還得過多幾關
其實是直至永遠的那天
不許失敗只許成功
沒有變
其實與曠野之路沒有不同
只是能在火與水中並生的才叫純金
要學與主同死受苦
亦要學與主同樂歡唱
兩樣都重要
免得有人說主只是一個苦主非給我們祝福之主
緊記:
主是始亦是終
我要向高山舉目
每日一點
聖靈的同在與力量
一生不完的禱告
神的話語
守神的誡命
愛,人如已
獨主是我的盤石,獨主是我信的來源
屬天的信
一刻也不分離
責任
耶穌的樣式
預備
神的杖,耶穌作元帥,讚美
不可接受屬撒旦的,還要運用權力責備趕出門外!
主,教會,人
真的自由了
因為是與不是我都已交付神
那不再是我裏面的事
是神的事
這是真自由
不過不代表放棄拯救
至死不棄救贖這一回事
召喚已被蒸餾至清純
目標亦因計劃而強壯
不過信 未滿足
我請求
直至滿足為止
因為這是應許
因為這是命令
因為這是恩典
我請求
既在主腳前
我求就不以為恥
反因所得的可以叫我們一同得榮耀!
我
在92天之後
以屬天的信心確信
一切已預備
一切會成就
昔日我名這叫奇蹟
今日我名這叫必然
一定會發生
不單我為聖靈作証
聖靈亦因耶穌叫先知在五月於全世界面前作証
六月預告巨人的死亦成為証
這非因為我
而是因為神自己的信實
叫發生的一切多於我們所想
叫可領受的恩多於我們可容
猜也猜不到
想也是費心神
一切就在2006的夏天
持定永生
直到永遠
神呀,
我發現自己失去左好多時間.我人生第一次遇見你係響美國當年係1998年的夏天,第二次係響日本係2005年,相隔7年再遇.好似浪費了7年但又非浪費...不過點都好,我唔想再浪費,或許不是浪費而是一種經驗.
我唔想只係做少少,我想做得好大.我唔想只係有個名目,我想要實行實在的意義!我唔想只係一樣而係多方面都祝福.我唔想睇自己過高於你雙腳,不過我亦唔想看低你的名而得著的身份同力量.我想只得我一個人有呢種福氣,我想經過身邊的都可得著你的一切.
不再望自己,只望耶穌.
我認我有不足,我有不當,自己看都覺得自己無用.不過亦因為自己的慘敗而明白了你腳踝的美.神呀,有邊一個可以持著自己響你面前站得住?一個都無!以往我不信一個都無,只不過係無人知姐.不過我今日確知亦信一個都無.但如今可以每一個都能!這就是出於恩.
主啊,給我水,請不停的澆灌!主啊,請給我恩賜,不停倒灌!主啊,請給我祝福,不停注入!
As what you had said in March 2005 at L423, the high calling and the promise of Genesis.
In Christ, there is no you and I but One.
さよならの向こう側には
深い悲しみがない、
新しい出会いもない、
さらに、「君」はいる、
主イエスと共に元気に生きています。
これは「永遠の愛」、唯一の神、とても綺麗、とても高潔。
今の生涯は愛で満ちている。。。
深い悲しみがない、すべて勝ちと喜び、この命。
実際、もうアイしません。
すみません、無理です。ね、でしょう?
不浄さ
悪さ
未熟さ
うそばかり
悪口
信頼できない
不正直
不貞。。。
「アイ」がない人・・・
できない。
主の女になる。主から下さる主の男の子だけと付き合いたいです。主から下さる主の男の子とコイに走りたいです。主から下さる主の男の子と 正当な、廉直な、高潔な、有徳な、幸せな、平和的な、穏やかな、円満な生活をするために。二人の関係と子供との関係も愉快で、強くになるために。
別れたら、主のところへ帰って、本当に正当な、廉直な、高潔な、有徳な、幸せな、平和的な、穏やかな、円満な生活を主と創れるよ。主ともう離れたくない、主は私をアイしてくれますので。ずっと、主に従います。ほかの道がありません。
すみません、本当に、終わります。
祝福します、主イエスご自分はあなたに祝福します、「君はアイされるために生まれた」。
其實係無可能唔可能或者係唔成功.
因為神0既專長係拯救世人呀嗎,
如果佢唔做呢一樣野,咁佢就唔係神啦.
佢係就係可以做其他好多野,包括改善我0既性格態度等,
但佢(耶穌)0既來臨唔係就係為左要拯救世人嗎?
佢唔係話要因為佢我們就可以得生命嗎?
唔係話過得著係出乎神0既靈而唔係我地0既一舉一動嗎?
唔係當以色列人做唔到神0既要求或無尋求神之際,神都做左應承亞伯拉罕0既事嗎?
那我只好一心一意尋求神面,而且做好我自己可以的應做本份就好了.
還有,原來不單是為得神喜悅,原來每日早上起來發現神不在...
那是多空洞的生命...即是擁有一切但失去神就是失去生命.
今次錯左
1.掉以輕心,以為得著一兩日就可以.之後便打算四月放鬆一下,但原來在神內一日也不能少.
2.放鬆以後仲想把極多的考試放上一位,咁即是神衽第二位.
2.信心的值只是1或0,現在是0,曾經是1.當我回到香港聽取別人的說話以後,信心動搖了.
3.有咩事只是自己解決,都無同神傾過,至少連自己0既心情渴望都無.
4.禱告要從頭開始
5.禍從口出,都是認罪同收聲吧
6.已經唔信神睇住我了,好似覺得神無睇住我...
7.軟弱(家庭)係最需要交俾神,如果壞0既果子都唔從口而心咁交俾神,咁可以點呢?
8.係好想到應許之地,成日覺得自己能力未到,係就係,不過咁即是只看自己無睇神0既面.
掉以輕心的代價是失去所有,從頭到開始.神的國的standard是最嚴的!好似JAL吧!
要做神人的話就要留心留神,要盡心(心志)盡性(靈性)盡意(意志)盡力(行動)...
<其實是神的話而不是不同版本的聖經>
地上的本功是不在話下,專心意志的是無間斷地禱告(Fellowship)
起來!這次的跌倒算是什麼?昔日更大的跌倒神不是一樣提起你嗎?
起來,走回回家的路吧!
このブログに、久しぶりですね!
今日はJALのインタビュウに行った!![]()
良かったね!本当にやりたい
ですよ。。。
明後日電話を下さってね!お願いします。
しかし、JALに入ると、日本とオーストレリアとアジアだけ行ける。
もしCathay に入ると、
世界へ行けるよ、べに・ヒン
のところも。
しょうがない。。。とっちが一番に来るととっちに入ります。![]()
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