Dear Jesus,
You said in your words that if I pray then you will give. I pray that you will not let me fall into temptation this time. No! I pray that you will show me all and give me all that you are and take all that I have and all that I am away. Lord, you know what I need to finish in my daily life. I have already packed with the exam and GPA problems. I have already got the annoyance and troubles in finding job. I have great debt for the loans. I have things that I want to have yet I can't get it by my own. Yet you promised me in the Bible, Jesus, I don't know who you are really, I mean 100% knowing, not praying for the list, not praying for the power, not praying for the miracle. For I know one thing, if I have you, I will have them all just coming to me by praying once only with faith in you and because I know who you are.
Jesus, have mercy on me cause I really cannot go through like this any more.
My holy spirit, my family, my debts, my japanese, my GPA, my family's salvation, my friends, my job, my career, my further studies in Japan, my characters, my habits, my joy and my peace. My faith, hope and love. All the time, I just pray for this string of things in my prayer. It is enough! I now say to Satan that you are over in my life and you are not my Lord in my life, you are in the hell and stay where you are. My body and soul are not yours, it is Jesus's .
Lord, you said that in your words, pray and will be given, I now pray that I will get full of Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit and God. Don't turn your back to me please. I doubt again, I am lost.
There is no power is over you because there is only one God, all the others are not power but nothing. When you asked the idols, nothing answered at all. Idols are nothing, there is no other God but the hardened hearts of men. There is nothing too difficult in You Lord, Let his hardened heart to be broken by your forever unconditional love. And let no glory to be taken by the nothing of the Buddha
In Jesus' name I pray,
Amen and amen
almost fail again too!