I don't wanna back to my house tonight. I don't know why. I'm so nurvas now. I have to chatch the taxi but I don't wanna call. I don't wanna do nothing.

I wanna meet him. Is he my...what?? I wanna know but I cant say that cuz it might be broken our relationship... I'm afraid of that. Ummm... Tomorrow is nothing to do. I have no school tomorrow. Ah- I'm nurvas. I have no time. I really dont have time... No way. What should I do? What can I do? Please tell me.