I'm afraid that my older sister is going to married soon.
Yeah, you read it right. I'm afraid that she's getting married. Don't get me wrong. It's not like I want her to be happy or I don't like her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend is nice. He's caring, hard working, nice to my family, truthful, polite, etc etc. He's the oldest kid in his family and you can say he's responsible to his younger sis and bro too. He's match with my sister.
But that's not the problem.
My sister and I are always close all this time. We don't mind sharing bed and secrets. We almost have similar taste about everything. We can do telepathy-like just by looking at each other. We used to fight a lot back then but now that we're older, I can't even recall when did we had fight last time. She helped me a lot when I got problems.
We might looks similar. Some people even thought that we are twins. Haha~ silly!
Even though we're similar, we're not the same in person. Not even close. I'm an introvet, she's an extrovet. I tends to keep my own problems, she would prefer to spread it out. She has a lot of friends, I only have a few. She's good at hiding her true emotion when she hates someone, I would just show it directly. She's good at fighting, and my tongue works better than my hands.
When she got married, we won't able to be this close again. She'll have her family. She'll think about her family (I mean her husband and kids) more than I.
I'm kinda jealous.
Lately she talks a lot about marriage. With my mom, cause mostly I avoided that talk. I don't want to hear that. I'm not ready to know that my 'best friend' gonna be gone.
