I cannot believe it's been two weeks, since I last updated my blog. Now that I got a job offer, I was super happy and was gonna visit my friend in Taiwan. However, my wish did not go well as I thought I wanted to be. There was too many things to handle before my new job starts. Had to finish up with my dentist, buy many types of new clothes and bags, study, and went Nasu with my friends... Oh God, I feel like I haven't done anything. Time went so fast that I don't even know if there's anything more I needed to prepare, before even realizing.
I should be very excited to start my new job and new life. My whole life style will change. There goes my negativity. Don't even know why and what am I so afraid of, but I guess I am unprepared..
I personally think that when people are scared to start something new, there's always a lack of information or study is involved that makes people feel insecure. This is exactly how I'm dealing with.
Tomorrow is my last day of the freedom フリーター lol...i made that up. I might as well be extra lazy than regular days and cherish the time which I cannot feel in the next decade...