Today, I woke up earlier regardless of going to bed midnight because I had a bad dream last night
The dream is
I stayed in my university.
I visited my Dr.'s room. He knows that I was staying Vancouver for 1year.
At that time, we were talking in English about my Vancouver's life.
(I cannot remember the detail that what we talked about)
Before I leave his room, he said to me.
「I'm very sorry about that but I think I have to say to you.
I think your English is not improved. I'm wondering that what did you study for 1year in Vancouver?」
When he said to me the word, I was freezing.
disappointedembarrasedandmiserable
After that I woke up...
And, I looked back about my life in here.
about this 6month...
I don't hope that dream last night comes true but I might come....
If I didn't improve my English skill,
It is waste of time
and waste og money
absolutely.
To tell the truth, I have no idea about my future and I don't know what I wanna be.
.
The thing I can do is to study English and get good experience.
I'll stay in here more 5month.
After 5month, 
I will be happy if my skill and mind changed. 
