couple days passed and my heart still aches.
I'm facing myself right now to find out if I really love him, not lust.
same thing comes up to my mind over and over... he said this, he's done that, why did he say and do that if he felt this way?
I thought he'd loved me and never gonna let me go. well that's what he told me too, like months ago.
why do feelings change overnight? why can't people hold on to their feelings?
I hate how he left the situation so vague. am I still special? or already a stranger?
gotta face myself and really be honest with myself but always and always he said that, he's done that, come up before I get time to truly think about what I wanna do.
I'm sad, because my cell doesn't ring or because I love him?
my heart aches because I love him or because holding onto something that I can't let go?
truth hurts but lies kill.
gotta figure out what I really feel.
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