a guy sitting next to me smells so nice!lol. kinda reminds me of Kyle, my bestie's ex.
well, i just realized something so important to me and i wanted to spell them out before i forget.
i wasnt so happy that we aint talking much, not seeing each other, and that he goes to bed much earlier than before. i had a strange feeling. And today he told me about his plans which made me upset. not cause im not with him but cause he's always the one who goes out to do his stuff and im the one to understand. and when that comes to my situation, he never understands. well he might, in the future, but no he hasnt been that way at all. he either hates it or dislikes it and I gotta take some action..
and thought that it isnt fair. i do wanna go see my friends and go ride like he does! i was the unhappy girl.
then i heard a voice saying, try focusing on things that make you happy. i was sad cause i only focused on HIM. what he does and what he says.
i even had a feeling that hes cheating on me. girls can sense things you know. but i hope thats not true...
SO what i wanna say is that ill try to focus only on things that i love. that way, i can stay happy. dont have to put on a smily face when i go out.
after all this crap, that was all what i wanted to say.
be happy and stay happy - my lifetime resolution
peace out xo