"What is the motivation to study English?"
I sometimes ask me.
Because I don't do for my job and for my own research I know.
Of cause it is for my son who goes to the international school.
I have to communicate with his teachers.
Moreover he has a diagnosis of ASD, I have to discuss about that with them.
But I feel not only for that.
I like just studying English.
Only for my son, I think I can't continue to make efforts for a long time.
I have to do something if I have a job that I wanna do in the future.
But now, I don't have and I am really disappointed to that.
Maybe to fill it, I try to study something.
English is the best for a present myself I feel.
Of cause if I can communicate more in English, I will feel so comfy at his school.
Getting more skills, I will be able to have a good mood.
This is my dark side but...
I feel that I can beat someone who I don't like if I can speak better than her.
That is not priority, but I sometimes feel when I am bothered by her.