was about to update on friday night
but i kind of lazy to do so,, oppss
oh well!! last friday is a big surprise for me
cause........................................................
i've won the lorde signature album and a
concert long sleeve tees!!! omfg!! am i dreaming?
is this for real? i mean i couldnt even believe it
when they commented me my ig!! tears almost flowing out
yes!! i dont know what im going to type now... lololol
currently kind of sleepy.. forcing myself to type it all out here
if not i guess i will push it for next day or maybe someday
or maybe not updating again..
.p.s i know it sound like im not that happy or so. cause
it been few day time.. lol friday,, now it midnight,monday
i guess my mood will be rising even high if i ever going to collect it
not sure where to collect, maybe will be at their music company...
shit, do they ask me to take a photo of the winner? arhhh whatever i dont care
at that time im still asking myself that if i never take the risk
to take part for this i will never ever know if i stand a chance or so!
i mean is kind of impossible that i won cause there only one winner!
and i didnt expect to be me, as a winner for this lorde contest
is just like a dream do come true feels, before the contest i keep praying,,
and couldnt even get a proper sleep,, like talking to myself,,
pls let me win for this! i really want it so badly!!
that kind....'' i am glad the answer has been made!!! thankyou!!!
and other then that,
everything currently slightly has make abit new change to my current situation
just abit change has it own different!! i hope
this new start of it can make it worth
the change for my life!!! i really really trying to adjust and
suit for the path that i wanna to be in.!! i hope that there will be
much more luck in me, to be able to do what im afraid of
& hit it real hard and say byebye to all those stupid thing
that i used to be. i know i hav waste alot of chance in these past year!
im trying to get it all ahead new start straight! hope i can
aim a better path to success!!
i hope for those who still* reading my blog. if u hav any struggle or so,
do not ever give up!!let's work hard together! cause im currently am!!
we shall not quit!! pat on your shoulder and say u can do it!!
i know typing it out is easy as doing it,
WE CAN!!!! NO PAIN NO GAIN RIGHT?!