In September 1986 I left Wales for Japan, and the city of Hiroshima. And quite expectedly I guess, I got to play football there and continued to do so for the next 13 years. It was all very interesting, and quite different to anything I’d experienced before. I found out soon as I arrived at the school that had brought me over, owned and run by an English guy called David and where I worked for the next four years, that they had a football team. One of the first things David told me in a surprisingly relaxed and informal first meeting was that the info about my football past that I'd briefly made reference to on my resume had gone ahead of me and he was very much looking forward to me getting involved.
Initially there wasn't much serious competition for our team. We seemed to play the same handful of other teams all the time, but this soon changed as things quickly developed over the next couple of years. Due almost exclusively to the tireless efforts of David himself, the Hiroshima City League was duly established and in no time at all this gathered momentum. Suddenly there were over a hundred teams in like 10 divisions. It was definitely boom time for football in Japan. Around this same time the hosting of the 2002 World Cup was awarded to Japan and as a condition of this the professional J-League was required to be set up. All of a sudden there was a great buzz around the country and this was as keenly felt in Hiroshima as anywhere else, as the erstwhile Mazda FC now rebranded as Hiroshima Sanfrecce won the inaugural J-League title in 1993.
Without doubt the greatest adjustment for me was swapping the soft, muddy Welsh pitches for hard compacted gravel, the default surface of most sports grounds all across Japan, and wearing bulky American football padding, kindly provided by my new boss, to try and protect myself on them. Even so, despite these and other precautions like refraining from sliding out anymore, which I was very used to doing, these surfaces would still manage to take swathes of skin off my elbows and knees and in particular my hips with alarming regularity and I would inevitably wake up the next morning stuck to the bedsheets. It's my contention that the profusion even now of these gravel surfaces at school grounds all over the country and the paucity of real grass fields is a major reason why Japan, despite having excelled in producing top class outfield players especially in recent years, has never yet produced a decent goalkeeper.
As far as decent teams go though we had one through those years, mostly of non-Japanese, including a few guys who like me had been at English or Scottish professional clubs as youths. There was a smattering of Japanese, including the newly retired captain of Mazda FC through the 80s, a solid central defender. We even had at different times two assistant mangers at the Sanfrecce team in our ranks, one Japanese and one Scottish, and we always had enough strength in our side to compete around the top of that league, winning it on several occasions.
Being basically a team of foreigners there was also something of a cultural clash too. Another major adjustment, not just for me but for all of us not brought up there, was the fact we'd all too often find ourselves kicking off at 9am sharp on a Sunday morning. This was something I never really got used to, though in the summer months when temperatures would invariably rise into the mid-30s with 80-odd% humidity it was a godsend. We were, it has to be said, something of a ragbag outfit in some ways too, certainly compared to any of our opponents. We'd show up in dribs and drabs often minutes befopre kick off, many of our number somewhat worse for wear after the Saturday night, inevitably sporting various different colour socks and shorts, to find our opponents, decked out in identical tracksuits with their names on the back, rigorously going through their paces kicking out on the 'field' and having been doing so for a good half an hour already. And being generally bigger physically and harbouring a harder edge, even a cynicism, that was largely absent in the more 'gentlemanly' Japanese approach, I guess there was an arrogance about us that rankled the locals. For most of the other teams we were their 'cup final' and they'd always put their absolute all into the games against us and there was no little needle adding spice to our match ups against a couple of the stronger ones. It was all really quite competitive and despite the gravel surfaces those of us who'd played a half-decent level at home quite revelled in it.
Then there followed in 1999 seven years in Hawaii, more specifically on the island of Kauai, a place that more than rivals Machynlleth as one of the most beautiful places to ever get to play the beautiful game. Here, given the plentiful rainfall, the pitches were luxuriantly lush, a far cry from the gravel in Japan, and it was a mighty relief to play on green green grass again. And as it had done in Japan, football was once more instrumental in opening up a route into the local community for me. I treasure those years playing under the Hawaiian sun, particularly the sharp focus of twice yearly inter-island tournaments and the revelry of the carefree pick up kickabout games up at Hanalei field on Wednesday evenings, often upwards of 15-a-side and always followed by copious 'refreshments' sitting there on the grass under the stars.
Again, there were many adventures along the way, one of which, how we 'country boys from little Kauai' came up against a deadly former professional Dutch striker who at 61 made absolute mincemeat of us at the State Championships in Honolulu in 2001, is chronicled elsewhere in this blog. But here I want to end by describing something that happened in 2003 that links back into my Cardiff City experience in 1975 and kind of brings the whole tale full circle.
My reasons for relocating to Hawaii in 1999 were to work at a healing centre, as a teacher and practitioner of a form of therapy I had initially traveled there to staudy in 1996. To cut a very long story short, in 2002 a subsequent falling out with the owner there had put an abrupt end to all that. I was very happy living there though, indeed I was very much settled, but Kauai is a small community and what had gone down was a big deal. This had a certain ‘this town ain't big enough for the both of us’ feeling that at the time seemed beyond resolution. This fracture had not been something I had foreseen at all, and it created a major life wobble, leaving me wondering if I even wanted to continue with the work. It had certainly left me at rather a loose end though and by the following year I had resolved to set about exploring different directional possibilities. One sunny early evening while out running an idea suddenly flashed in my head like a firework.
When I first connected with the football community there in 1999, I quickly learned that Clive Charles, the erstwhile Cardiff City fullback back in 1975 that I'd get daily rides home with along with Ron Healey in his classy old bottle green Morris Minor, had in the intervening years become a well-established and successful coach in the US. As head coach at the University of Portland Oregon in the 80s and 90s, he had led their teams to multiple national championship titles and from there had gone on first to coach the very successful US Women’s Team and then the US Men’s Team at the 2000 Sydney Olympics. However, he had got sick and in August of that year, 2003, Clive sadly died after a protracted struggle with prostate cancer, at the age of just 51.
Alongside him through all this as both his number two and goalkeeper coach had been his former Cardiff City teammate, Northern Irishman, Bill Irwin. Back in 1975, Bill was the other goalkeeper at Cardiff alongside Ron, but had been absent from the pre-season due to an hospitalisation for an operation, and I had been called in as his replacement. So I didn’t get to meet him at that time, something of a regret for me since as the club's regular No 1 goalkeeper since he joined in 1971 he was actually my boyhood hero.
Since moving on Kauai I had been called in several times usually by teammates to help with coaching. This was mostly with kids teams and I had really enjoyed it. This was something I’ve never done or even thought about doing before, indeed up to that point I’d felt wholly unqualified to be anything other than a goalkeeper coach given my total absence of outfield player experience. However I quickly realised my general knowledge of the game meant that at that level I did really have quite a lot to offer. So the light that went on in my head out running that evening was whether I shouldn’t look into the possibility of going into goalkeeper coaching as a potential new career opportunity. After all, I had this most fortunate, indeed rather golden connection that appeared to have just fallen right into my lap.
Once I got home I went right onto my new computer, which frankly I was still barely able to use, and somehow managed to find the website of the University of Portland. And right there was Bill’s profile and, crucially, an email address. Excitedly, I at once dropped him a message, introducing myself and relating the fact I was coaching, and I asked if I might visit there simply to just observe his methods with a view to perhaps implementing them in Hawaii. To my surprise and shock he got back within minutes, giving me his home number and urging me to call rather than e-mail, that he'd be delighted to have a chat. Since it was already late evening on the US west coast I whipped a cursory mail back asking if he really meant 'now'. His reply arrived in seconds, he did! A wave of electricity-like anticipation coursed through me. This felt like some kind of miracle.
So, within minutes there I was chatting away to the absolute hero of my early teens, none other than former Cardiff City goalkeeper Mr. Bill Irwin. He was so personable, and within no time at all it all felt very comfortable, almost like we already knew each other. We began talking about all kinds of things, from Cardiff football, both current and back in the day and what the players of yesteryear were doing nowadays, to how he'd ended up there and I'd ended up in Hawaii, about his set up there, and poor Clive Charles, his great friend, who he confessed was sadly not doing well. Our lengthy conversation ended with him warmly inviting me not only to come over to the university to check things out, but even with an offer to stay at his house. I couldn’t quite believe what had just happened, it certainly couldn't have gone any better. To say I was chuffed would've been an understatement.
I am very much a believer in 'the way being open', or, conversely, recognising when it's closed. And here it felt very much the former, with bells on, mega ones. We had further communication over the following weeks. A couple of key figures in the football community on the island that I'd confided this in had advised me to check out about doing my badges, so there were a few more things I wanted ask there. He agreed that getting verified in the US was a great idea and he had more info about that. Also, during this period Clive, who has been away from work longterm due to his illness, sadly passed away.
Then, right around the time Clive passed and with no firm dates set as yet for my trip to Oregon, what should happen but for the Universe to grasp me firmly by the scruff of the neck and unceremoniously and spectacularly toss me in a whole other direction.
Without going into detail, the healing work I do is, for want of a better phrase, very much 'divinely inspired and guided', and while kayaking on the upper reaches of the Hanalei River on Kauai's North Shore one beautiful day in September 2003, I had an involuntary meditative experience that left me in no doubt whatsoever where my future lay. Rather than diverting into football and goalkeeper coaching and despite the unholy mess still raging around my exit from the healing centre on Kauai, my future was very much bound up with the healing work, if I wanted that. The experience was so powerful and fundamentally reassuring that it left no room for doubt and it was essentially this direction that subsequently led me to relocate back to Japan in 2006. If anyone’s interested in knowing more about this, the experience is recounted in detail on my website, www.dragonintherock.com
I called Bill to let him know my plans had changed. I felt slightly nervous prior to doing this, especially given what Ron Healey‘s reaction had been back in 1975 when I'd decided not to join Cardiff City. This time though, with us both being adults well into our lives, circumstances were different and he was very gracious about it, emphasising also that if I would like to visit at some future time I was very welcome. And while we've had some further communication in the years since, it's an offer I have not yet taken him up on.
The following year I became involved in a Green Card application which meant I couldn’t leave the country until it was adjudicated. So without being able to travel abroad to do my healing workshops I needed another way to make a living so I took to playing music. Before long I was playing six nights a week, mostly Irish folk songs to the hoards of American tourists. I continued the rest of my life as usual, including playing football, but in one game I sprained a finger and for the next few nights I had great trouble getting through my gigs. With this came the sudden realisation that for this new work I needed my hands and any injury would have serious repercussions, so somewhere in the early part of 2005 I decided out of necessity to take a bit of a break. Little did I know at the time, but this would be the last time I played, in Hawaii or indeed anywhere since.
After I relocated back to Japan in 2007 I looked for a team in Tokyo. But the distances involved in just getting to games, not to mention the travel costs were prohibitive and on finding this out in the one training session I attended, inside the British Embassy compound on what was basically the tennis court area - a thin layer of green baize laid over hard concrete, I gave up on that idea.
Then when I left Tokyo and moved here to the ocean at Chigasaki, I went into the local ‘soccer shop’ and asked if there wasn’t an age-specific league locally (there are many such leagues in Japan) and I was told there was. The guy asked for my details and contacts and told me to come back in a few days, which I did. He then proceeded to tell me that the training was held on Sunday mornings, at 7am. It was all I could do not to laugh straight back in his face.
That was 2009. I haven’t looked for anything since then, My guess is with my body now beginning to reflect that of someone in his mid 60s I probably won’t play seriously again. However I may well still look for an age specific team that holds their training sessions at a reasonable hour.
Over the last year though I’ve been taking a bunch of kids playing at a Futsal court in Central Tokyo for an hour on Mondays. This has been really great fun. Though I'm strictly there as coach and referee, sometimes I've found myself having to go in goal when numbers dictate or an imbalance in the strength of the two sides make it necessary and dare I say it, I still do have it! it has certainly whetted my appetite to try and do something anyway, before I’m too decrepit to any longer have the option.


