It was Sunday, August 20, the last day of the Alchemist Master Advance Course!
It was a glorious day to complete this amazing, life-changing course, but for some reason, I found myself in a very agonizing mood.
I mean, I've been feeling for the past month or two, a sense of "not here, not this," a sense of "I'm living a life that's not who I really want to be," and it's very uncomfortable....... Intense discomfort.
Oh！！！！ This is what the Alchemist Master calls cognitive dissonance!
I realize.....
In other words, you are made intensely aware that there is too much difference (＝Gap) between the world in which you want to be and your current self, which is cognitive dissonance.
My perspective on things is changing, my level of abstraction is improving, but I still feel this discomfort.
Is my homeostasis for the status quo too strong, and am I still unable to change from my old self?
When I observed my recent state of mind carefully, I have to admit that the mass of cognitive dissonance is getting bigger and bigger inside me, I feel like I'm going around in circles in a vortex of cognitive dissonance, and I'm about to explode. And the moment I confronted my feelings and state head-on, my heart ached as if I had been shot through the heart with a machine gun.
But it is clearly different from the mentality of being depressed.
Where should I focus, where should I go? I am searching for it in agony while suppressing the pain in my heart that has been struck.
At the same time as these feelings, there is another self that is calmly looking at my current situation from somewhere far above.
And this other self is saying something like this.
In the first place, this life itself is set up by me and created by me. You are just playing in the sandbox called "life," and you are here to experience it with all the realism you want.
If you don't like the current situation, just change the software/program.
Indeed...but how?
I headed to the venue for the seminar with that feeling in my heart.
But at the end of the class, at the very end, the answer came!
I am sure that Master Momotarou can read people's minds.
I was surprised that he gave me the answer to what I was looking for the most at the end of the course.
The situation I was in when I first encountered the *"Alchemist Master Training Program" and the situation I am in now are exactly the same, but the fact that I feel dissatisfied that I have not changed is proof that my comfort zone has shifted. Therefore, I am being rewritten properly.
Why is there no change after using the technique? Why doesn't it change after learning the theory? Complaints that something is wrong.
But six months ago, even though I was in the same situation as I am now, I would not have had this frustration. An intense frustration that my real self should be more over there, but my physical self is still here.
And this gap will accelerate us toward our ideal future by looking at the goal and going to fill the gap.
Now all we have to do is to recognize the ”GAP” properly and it is important to be shocked.
If you don't recognize the gap and get shocked, the gap will diminish and you will lower your goal.
Therefore, you must properly deny yourself that it is not right for you to be where you are now, and to do so, you must raise the level of abstraction.
If the perception of the current situation is unclear, the information space cannot be rewritten properly, and even if it had been rewritten, you would not be able to notice the change.
Therefore, I would like to face the strong sense of discomfort and gap that I am feeling without making this agony vague. This is what will pull me back to my ideal future and goal：）
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