fk it.

I feel like I'm going crazy.
maybe I am ...
seem like I'm so normal out the house.
happy...laughing...joking...oh my life is great.
then I'm at home and all I hear is about money.... I feel so fking angry at everyone in my family.  it piss me off so much,  I just want to stab something.  
I'm not in my right mind anymore.
upset and worry about everything when I'm around family. just want to get away from them.  
so when I'm at work,  I sure take that opportunity to be happy.