I can't even tell him the truth anymore .
why I need to make him hate me.
how can I, when I'm ready to sacrifice everything for my family.  
I'm ready to betray myself...and I won't ever be who I am again.
I hate that I made you mad tonight,  
I'm sorry.... you know your they only one in my heart.  but my family come first,  they need me.  
If I can't be with you this life time,  I hope there will be another life where I can be with you forever.  
I only wish the best for you,  you deserve someone better.  someone who will make you happy.  I'll forget you.