I'm going to stop.
Stop having any hope about something that will never work...
Also stop this person to just let it go.
Nothing will never work because in this lifetime I know...I just know they will never understand me and my hardship.
Why waste my time wasting other people time...
Seriously this is how I feel...I can't drag someone's else down with me.
Everybody life is precious, just take care of yourself.
I already know how my life is...I'm born to be this way, live this way...it's probably a punishment because of that evilness that also lives inside me or let's just blame it on my previous life. I was probably a very bad person. Everyone around me see me as a good person, but I know my true self.
That's why in this life time of mines I don't expect anything good. I'll just live my life day to day and get through whatever awaits for me.