I'm sorry to my family mostly ...
I been such a burden to them.
I understand why nobody respect me.
I never really did anything for you guys, I'm not worth anything.
Even at this age, I'm not fitting in this society.
You guys tell me to grow up all the time and I am a adult now.
It's just you still see me as a immature person.
I feel like a two face with my friends, this why I don't have any close friends anymore nor a real friend that I can even talk to
I tend to just push everybody away.
I'm sorry but I feel like being alone in this world is a punishment for me.
I deserve this and I'm not going to be mad at the world.
Funny thing is I smile to often, it's a habit.
Even if I'm feeling sad or mad, I'm show you that I'm a person who can still give a smile even with a shitty life.
I been such a burden to them.
I understand why nobody respect me.
I never really did anything for you guys, I'm not worth anything.
Even at this age, I'm not fitting in this society.
You guys tell me to grow up all the time and I am a adult now.
It's just you still see me as a immature person.
I feel like a two face with my friends, this why I don't have any close friends anymore nor a real friend that I can even talk to
I tend to just push everybody away.
I'm sorry but I feel like being alone in this world is a punishment for me.
I deserve this and I'm not going to be mad at the world.
Funny thing is I smile to often, it's a habit.
Even if I'm feeling sad or mad, I'm show you that I'm a person who can still give a smile even with a shitty life.