Thinking of my dad ..my tears won't stop falling.
Till this day, even if someone mention my dad or say the word dad I feel so sad and my heart just hearts.
I thought as time goes by I won't be sad anymore. Honestly it feels worse.. like I can't let go.  
To me..my parent are the most important.
I can't live without them at all...losing my dad was one of the hardest thing in my life, because the day he left, I feel apart of me had been gone too.
I love my parent so much to the point I have these thoughts if both of them were gone from this earth, I also don't want to live anymore..
Every day I worry about my mom and her health.
I get so mad whenever she tells us what you gonna do when I'm gone.
Inside my head , my honest answer is I would go with you.
Yeah I don't know why am like this.
All I know is my parent are the only ones who truly love me, so what's the point of living in this world if I have no one.