CNBLUE - GO YOUR WAY
My song for today ~
Lately I been trying to be MIA.
Because I want to let them know how it feels to be "forgotten"
You know, its enough that my family don't consider me in their plans.
But for my friends to assume this or that about me, I really dont
know what to say. Honestly I do want to fit in but people never
give me the chance. But now Im over it, I rather do my own thing.
MY WAY ! I don't care anymore about what other people are doing.
Im just going to worry about myself and what I want to do.
Man dont even say I never asked ~ do I really need to? NO!
I think as time goes by right now, I just feel numb about my friendship
with certain people.
Im thinking far and ahead that in the end, I really don't have a true
friend.
I guess I could have but I screw up too many friendship.
Because of my situation and the person I am.. I guess it really is my fault.
I dont cherish it like I want too.. I really do think of everyone..
But I know Im not good enough to be someone's friend.
Even one of my best friend, I feel like she has other friends that are more better than me. So I sometime wonder why she even want to be my friend.
I guess I'll be thankful that shes in my life.
Because as a friend she makes me laugh and give me happiness.
Ill cherish that forever...
I feel selfish.. tho I dont show it.
I dont even know myself sometime.
goodnight.
My song for today ~
Lately I been trying to be MIA.
Because I want to let them know how it feels to be "forgotten"
You know, its enough that my family don't consider me in their plans.
But for my friends to assume this or that about me, I really dont
know what to say. Honestly I do want to fit in but people never
give me the chance. But now Im over it, I rather do my own thing.
MY WAY ! I don't care anymore about what other people are doing.
Im just going to worry about myself and what I want to do.
Man dont even say I never asked ~ do I really need to? NO!
I think as time goes by right now, I just feel numb about my friendship
with certain people.
Im thinking far and ahead that in the end, I really don't have a true
friend.
I guess I could have but I screw up too many friendship.
Because of my situation and the person I am.. I guess it really is my fault.
I dont cherish it like I want too.. I really do think of everyone..
But I know Im not good enough to be someone's friend.
Even one of my best friend, I feel like she has other friends that are more better than me. So I sometime wonder why she even want to be my friend.
I guess I'll be thankful that shes in my life.
Because as a friend she makes me laugh and give me happiness.
Ill cherish that forever...
I feel selfish.. tho I dont show it.
I dont even know myself sometime.
goodnight.