Thanks Luis Oppa , I'm glad I can talk to you to clear my mind.
Well after the long message , decided to clear my head about other things.
A place to do that would be Cal State Earl Burns Miller Japanese Garden
I love going there since junior year in High School.
I went during summer School a lot because uh we ditch a lot
so we always go there о(ж>▽<)y ☆
More Info; http://www.csulb.edu/~jgarden/index.html
Well after the long message , decided to clear my head about other things.
A place to do that would be Cal State Earl Burns Miller Japanese Garden

I love going there since junior year in High School.
I went during summer School a lot because uh we ditch a lot
so we always go there о(ж>▽<)y ☆
More Info; http://www.csulb.edu/~jgarden/index.html