過去に戻れたらと考えたことはありますか?
Have you ever thought if you could return to the past?

もし戻れたとしたらどのポイントを選ぶかが問題です。
If we could return to the past, it is the question of which point we should select.

人生をやり直せるとしたら10代後半かもしれません。
It may be the late teens if we could remake our life.

しかし、この人生での記憶を持っていなければ意味がないでしょう。
However, it is no use if we don’t have the memories of this life.

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ケン・グルムウッドの傑作『リプレイ』をずーっと以前に読みました。
I read “Replay”, a masterpiece by Ken Grimwood a long time ago.

人生はなんど繰り返そうとも思い通りにはならないということをこの本から学んだので
読後感は幸せな気分ではありませんでした。
The feeling I had read the novel was not so happy because I learned that life doesn’t go
the way we want even if it can replay again and again.

そして、この人生を力の限り努力して生きていこうと心に誓いました。
So, I take a firm decision to live this life pushing myself to the max.

この人生を生きるしか道はないのです。
There is no choice but to live this life



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ニューヨークの小さなラジオ局で、ニュース・ディレクターをしているジェフは、43歳の秋に死亡した。気がつくと学生寮にいて、どうやら18歳に逆戻りしたらしい。記憶と知識は元のまま、身体は25年前のもの。株も競馬も思いのまま、彼は大金持に。が、再び同日同時刻に死亡。気がつくと、また―。人生をもう一度やり直せたら、という窮極の夢を実現した男の、意外な、意外な人生。

Book Description
Jeff Winston, forty-three, didn't know he was a replayer until he died and woke up twenty-five years younger in his college dorm room; he lived another life. And died again. And lived again and died again -- in a continuous twenty-five-year cycle -- each time starting from scratch at the age of eighteen to reclaim lost loves, remedy past mistakes, or make a fortune in the stock market. A novel of gripping adventure, romance, and fascinating speculation on the nature of time, Replay asks the question: "What if you could live your life over again?"

From Publishers Weekly
In this intriguing fantasy adventure, Jeff Winston, a failing 43-year-old radio journalist, dies and wakes up in his 18-year-old body in 1963 with his memories of the next 25 years intact. He views the future from the perspective of naive 1963: "null-eyed punks in leather and chains . . . death-beams in orbit around the polluted, choking earth . . . his world sounded like the most nightmarish of science fiction." But Grimwood has transcended genre with this carefully observed, literate and original story. Jeff's knowledge soon becomes as much a curse as a blessing. After recovering from the shock (is the future a dream, or is it real life?), he plays out missed choices. In one life, for example, he falls in love with Pamela, a housewife who died nine minutes after Jeff; they try to warn the world of the disasters it faces, coming in conflict with the government and history. A third replayer turns out to be a serial killer, murdering the same people over and over. Jeff and Pamela are still searching for some missing part of their lives when they notice they are returning closer and closer to the time of their deaths, and realize that the replays and their times together may be coming to an end.