Valentine plan

I'm planning to give a valentine card and a box of chocolate to my no. 1 crush, yes, more than a month ahead!

I feel something different when I think about that person. haha. makes me feel happy (like floating in the air! or lying on the clouds!)

I have to be thrift and have some of my allowance kept in the box, otherwise i won't be able to buy those stuff. I only wish she would accept it...

"...The only thing that keeps me wishing onthe wishing stars. SHE's a song in the car i keep singing. Don't know why i do. SHE's the time taken up but there's never enough and SHE's all that i need to fall into.. "

(teardrops on my guitar- taylor swift)

wow..i love that more than any of her songs...i heard it this morning after i woke up- no, actually it woke me up. our neighbor got a loud stereo so early in the moring!

whew! i've gotta go to class!

Kaorikaori

Kaori, I just met her yesterday. I was in Kat's dorm and I found out she's not there so I took the 'waiting' time to relax and surf the net. Luckily, I found Kaori (Megumi in Pigg)- I was searching for people who know how to speak english and she's the only one who responded.

She's only 13, I'm way too old for her, hahaha!

Although her pigg character is not that cute (actually, mine is more charming) I find her nice (we're only chatting BTW). She's in Hongkong and I'm here in the Philippines. I wish I took a picture of us before I logged out. Whew..I forgot...

She's half japanese but she hardly understands/learns japanese language. She's good in speaking english, yes, fluent she is, compared to other pigg users I happened to chat then.

(oh! I miss Nozo! She's not online yesterday.)

I think that would be all for now, I've got a lot of stuff to do.

TokyoKyoto

I wanna go to Kyoto.

But Milan is the place I've been dreaming of. Doesn't matter if I'm single or married.

Thank God I'm recovering from...hm...secret...haha. It has something to do with love but I'm not in love with anybody. It's the nearest category for that.

All I wanted to do (back then) was compare the past to the present, wishing (and dreaming) it was still here, that I could still feel its presence. I kept holding it, molding it the way I wanted it to be unitl one day, it freed itself.

All I've done for that past three months was denial of the truth, living in fantasies. Yeah, right: THE TRUTH HURTS so there's no use in not admitting it for it only worsens the pain.

WTH!

Sometimes, truths about life are the hardest to accept! Dammit!