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good night all

I feel really good today
I felt little by little could be my old self
is not that good news

ahh
I just finished watching Tantei Gakuen Q Renzoku
kyyaaaa
how many times I watch this dorama
I never get bored

Ryosuke Yamada-kun is really cool in this dorama
Shida Mirai-san is very cute and tomboyish
different characters in the manga
but
I really like Megu in dorama

ahhh
I hope next year, Yamada-kun and Shida-san will play dorama together again
if they both play dorama together again
I would buy them dorama

today quite up here

Bai Bai

fill my heart

a very tiring week

somehow this week I felt not being the real me
I'd rather not be me all along, probably since I entered junior high school

why can I live like this??
why do I live with a mask??
Why?
Why?

I hate myself now＼(*｀∧´)／
I hate constantly smiling when I'm sadヽ(`Д´)ノ

I want my old self

I think I'm going to a place where I can be myself

I hope tomorrow is better
and
I could forget my sorrow during this
although I know it's hard

haah
at least now I feel better already

I'm really grateful to this blog
because I can pour out my heart if no one wants to listen to my heart

last
I say good night
hopefully me and you all sweet dreams
and
tomorrow be a very pleasant day(-^□^-)

Happy Birthday ^^

because it's at 12 am

I wanted to say happy sweet seventeen to Chinen san

I hope all the dreams Chinen san achieved

ahhh

especially 2 Chinen san desire, namely:
1. want high
2. wanted to be closer to Ohno san
granted

I always pray the best for Chinen san