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then we had a little adventure through some villages hehe

weather eas a great, sunny but gray deep clouds near by us.

we went some minutes and heard sound of motobike anf then chant of dogs...

yah, we had shocked and i did hide behind back of my sister haha

but about one minutes i ran away from there to back

you know, i didnt feel any fear inside. even my heart hadnt any beat of fear.

it was reflex and no more

but may my heart have got used to feel such kind of fear to be calm in such sutiations.

and last days i am sitting at home and reading Не навреди and poems by Schiller

soon i can take a photo of my graduation dress ~

Sungha Jung – In The Midnight

-kahara

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today we had a photoshoot for our album ~

it is not all my classmates but i saved them on my SD-card

good, good, good even if we are chubby, it makes us cute ~ he

yaah, today we had practical work ad paper work,,,i have tried kill the time

i even met Phone.

Dami Im - Sound of Silence

i cant say i like that music but i need listen this one @.@

-kahara

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today i've got new book i ordered some weeks ago ~

it is about life, death and neurosurgery.

i wonder about inside of that book!

and i found this one. uhm, it is ebout one of the famous inquisitor of Spain, but only 200 pages ~

and i found the Goldfinch in english!

i read it in russian now,

ah i liked synopsis, main hero for his soul and values, i like these details which show us something specific in every life.

i like Boris and his weird style life

i like words it has written there.

and the price in eng version is 1200 rubles...
in russian this book's price is 804.

but i read it for free, from library, yah,, that feeling when you found real cool modern book among another modern books ~

-kahara

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o, it is my sister

yesterday i had practical work in the other place. it is social-rehabilitation center which located in the forest.

do you remember forum of blind people? so it is there.

in general it is calm place with nice nature, but i didnt like winter there beecause of silent and atmospphere of sadness.

when we back from that center we had a small adventures through some villages. it was a great place and there were some of the cutest houses.

but a big dog... sigh

Masha wanted take a photo with such view and she did it

uhm, today we had before protection of diploma.

of course we all have mistakes, and i found some, finally.

anyway when someone check your diploma you feel some sadness 'why can i not find it by oneself? why?'

and i hope my teacher can help me with mine mistakes.

I hope very much....

я уже выгорела...

даже если и улыбаюсь всем подряд.

last two days i have such feeling that pull me down, deeper and deeper to the bottom of my depression.

i hope no one see it.

but why do i write about it then?

because if i tell about it here then i can feel better.

if a human havent someone who he can share with then he uses paper or (now) web app

these... i read somewhere when human read or learn something new everytime, everyminute when he understands all bad sides of life. and good sides also.

but, come on, it is easy find bad and sad and cruel one.

then i am weak person and coming down.

i si suddenly feel knot into myself, like something goind around in my blood flow and when it comes to my heart i flinch.

haha, it is not feeling as emotion, i feel it again and again and it make me uncomfortable. even if i smiling or when i sad.

last time masha cant describe this sad emotion. but it looks like a hole into body as in that cartoon Bakemono no Ko

ラックライフ – 名前を呼ぶよ

-kahara

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like Abbey Road ~

yesterday 9th of May was the Victory day ~ for every russian human.

думаю, каждый (или почти каждый, но все-таки каждый с: ) любит свою страну даже самой маленькой частичкой своего сердца, души.
Только, надеюсь, эта любовь возникает не по наитию предстоящих событий, а по зову своей отчизны и по воспоминаниям или запахам, звукам о ней.