o, it is my sister
yesterday i had practical work in the other place. it is social-rehabilitation center which located in the forest.
do you remember forum of blind people? so it is there.
in general it is calm place with nice nature, but i didnt like winter there beecause of silent and atmospphere of sadness.
when we back from that center we had a small adventures through some villages. it was a great place and there were some of the cutest houses.
but a big dog... sigh
Masha wanted take a photo with such view and she did it
uhm, today we had before protection of diploma.
of course we all have mistakes, and i found some, finally.
anyway when someone check your diploma you feel some sadness 'why can i not find it by oneself? why?'
and i hope my teacher can help me with mine mistakes.
I hope very much....
я уже выгорела...
даже если и улыбаюсь всем подряд.
last two days i have such feeling that pull me down, deeper and deeper to the bottom of my depression.
i hope no one see it.
but why do i write about it then?
because if i tell about it here then i can feel better.
if a human havent someone who he can share with then he uses paper or (now) web app
these... i read somewhere when human read or learn something new everytime, everyminute when he understands all bad sides of life. and good sides also.
but, come on, it is easy find bad and sad and cruel one.
then i am weak person and coming down.
i si suddenly feel knot into myself, like something goind around in my blood flow and when it comes to my heart i flinch.
haha, it is not feeling as emotion, i feel it again and again and it make me uncomfortable. even if i smiling or when i sad.
last time masha cant describe this sad emotion. but it looks like a hole into body as in that cartoon Bakemono no Ko
ラックライフ – 名前を呼ぶよ
-kahara