yush,
je suis fini regarder la télévise
so, hier j'ai me suis ennuie et je engage regarder this one ~
so. j'ai pleure even if i didnt know a reason (*ﾉωﾉ)
je ne veux pas penser de... sigh
Comment oublie-t-il
even if je sais...
fuyukai desu
-kahara
Let's start!
So, i went to hospital and ruselt is as i waited hah
nothing better they didnt say
this is a view to abandon hospital ~
and garages ~
i remember my childhood when we ran on their floors from pervert men and just for fun, sigh
and after that i did run to university where i did two stupid photos of my round face 
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeand 
i've done all my works on informatics classes and.. and they said me go home heh
till end of this year i dont know what will i do in that class (´pq｀*)
today i've met a friend and we eat a pizza hah
and the idea to visit Indonesia or Philippines are making me heart beat fast
ya, , 
i always write here about sad things, so...even these days were such mood, and,,, i really want to talk to him, sigh however i dont want look obessive and annoyed how he think, probably, sigh (ﾉ)ﾟДﾟ(ヽ)
i have not time enough for rest time because of these Ancient homeworks w
but im looking forward to that ep with Natsume,,,
Nyanko-senseeei, it looks like me when someone tells 'do you drink it all?' ahah
im kidding ~
3-gatsu no lion ~
I like this anime more and more...
just it no needs any comment
il une belle anime 
Fo'xTails – Contrast 
-kahara
Even this gray wall makes this photo awesome and it suits to weather then ~
heavy clouds over us ~
and snowstorm comes soon
but it was a week ago
i know i look like piggie 
but this silver pendant so suits to my white sweater hehe
aunt says i should make my lips such way, i'm trying but i cant remember it all time ~
свет в тот день был таким завораживающим!
что нельзя было не сделать хоть какую-нибудь фотографию ~
messy, in pj, bu i liked this weather in that day ~
also today i did find about φιλία and ἔρως in philosophers's works
and difference in works of Ἡράκλειτος and Πλάτων and Ἐμπεδοκλῆς
so now i hope i understood this difference
uhm, i also founded our a book since 1936 ~
yaaah, there are some words whice were changed by modern people~
-kahara
Lets be neutral to mostly things
or indifferent
everytime i наступаю на одни и те же грабли,
when it touches person's relationships
Better to be non emotional to them
even it looks egoistically, but then you can find really good person who will not leave you
(ﾉ)>ω<(ヽ)
may i am trying so skin-deeply to understand them but sometimes
i also think better to have not any relationship.
I've lost something and i cant get it, sigh
stupid sad post, like i am back to my past again, but...
Probably i like my past for this experience and people i'd known before.
Because it shows up me current precious things
but i've back to zero in that and need re-learn
uhm, seems like i'll be boiled in these feelings long time yet heh
when you've made one mistake someone change opinion about you so easy, but in that time that person shouldnt focus on that moment but remember the time before
let's back to romantism, masha ~
-kahara
Итак!
На Семиологии мы проходили тему, которую я уже не вспомню, потому что впервые в жизни на меня навеяло вдохновение.
Перед глазами открылась фотография, которую я пару месяцев назад видела. На ней были видны горы, катил тележку человек и рисовые поля...
В какой-то мере это сделало мою душу свободной и я подумала, что грядет какой-то переломный момент.
Может, он и правда случился, но эта миниатюра мне правда важна. И не потому, что фотографию показал особенный человек, а то чувство, которое я ощутила в момент первой встречи с фотографией.
Это было довольно невинно, но искренне. Да, правда, любоая наивность икрянняя, а потому нам и кажется в тот момент, что человек похож на легкомысленного ребенка.
Но, на самом деле, я сильно часто предаюсь размышлению о всей прожитой истории. Надо уже остановиться на чем-то иперестать думать. Не забыть, не получится, но просто отложить в самый укромный уголок.
Yesterday we went to a store for some stuff and..
I couldnt buy books, sigh
but instead of it i bought magazines ~
about science and nature ~
we need about one hour to come to there heh
In generally i was shoked about vocabulary of children in russian language
but, aniway there were good reasons as for pluses as for minuses of that.
and when i went to library again, i did find one great book by Umberto Eco
it is Sviluppo dell'estetica medievale
THis book is so smaal, about 130 pages but so great for knowledge of эстетика Средневековья.
Great source for me, after classes i went to the bookstore immediately, but it hasnt published for 2004
sigh
so, i've watched two anime by studio Gibli
Ветер крепчает and Воспоминания Марни
really...lovely... as always
i did spend all day for Antiquity and ideas about Beauty, True...
tomorrow i'll continue...
yah, finally i went to hospital and will wait my result till monday, and next time i must make tomography my back ~
really, when i came to hospital, they lost my anamnes again...it is about five time 
-kahara