You know, it seems i create the association with things that have s little hint of him
music, picture, art, book et cetera
sigh
i dont know, uhm
i dont know
today we went to aunt and ate sweets there
before that i finished an article and finished to translate an article
ah, but every few free minute my mind comes to him
sigh
dont scold me, okay?
грусть можно утолить в вино,
but i chose it
dont scold me
i would like to get drunk, to forget everything and dont come to reality again
take me away, take me there
long time long time i didnt take a photo in the mirror in this way
smiling in the shadow while shadow hides my sadness
after pills, i feel better like calm, but thoughts still exist in my mind
may be i just dont want let him go
may be i dont want take my time away
may be...
dont go
-kahara