this week made me feel free more
i do not know why it happened but i feel like i can speak freely
however my heart ache is keeping hurt
on friday we went to cafe with our friend Tanya
we ate a lot of meat
i have tried serbian mulled wine
it was damn hot
and pity my tongue when i tried it so quickly!
even if this cake looks yummy
it was not.
to sweet
i have noticed that i dont really want to eat sweets, sugar, and in generally sweet
sister did order the latte and another type of meat
we met our birthday yesterday, 5 days later
but we had a long talk, for 5 hours
i felt free more
and heart did cry out
somehow i like this furniture and we had a special talk about room interior
and we got a thought that it is difficult to release in our small town
when we went to the bookstore to pick a book up about Georgia's kitchen for aunt
because she loves Georgia, she cooks a lot of dishes of and she had a classmate from, and she went to Georgia
so, so
and while my sister did pick a book i looked for books with a sale
w
i found some, but not so far interesting
but to my surprise, i noticed a new book by Alan Bradley!
we have a whole line and i asked sister to buy it
yay
today we went to the shop to buy shoes but we bought two shirts
a few minutes before i finished to watch 6 ep of Dororo
and last some minutes before ending my heart got hurt
i dont consider this ache with biology
i got a needle pain after the realized idea of the episode..
i do not want to think about it so damn much!
i do not want to tie with it so damn much
i think, if i will, just it gets worse to me
i feel like it sounds awkward but i really do love him
and on Friday my coworker asked me, what is my definition of 'love'
sigh
what is the definition of 'family'
. . .
i am reading Konstantin Vaginov 's book
and i excuse his lovely words only
i got why i loved him with a first eyesight
i dont tell what is the reason
i do miss of him
-kahara