that first feeling, when you know this melody and get special memories in the same time
sigh
6th January we went to our aunt to make something w
ice cream with different nuts and bitter coffe. It's like cliche - hot coffee and ice cream, but without book.
anyway it was amazing coffee
a small cup 
on the next day we went to our grannies and uncle
because 7th Jan is russian christmas
soda, wine, champange ~
ofc three kind of salads, potatoes, two kind of meet, two kind of cheese, fish and chiken
After Mukhtar missed ._. we needed a new dog.
and look at him, his name is Baek and
he loved me with first eyesight w
it's impossible, im so afraid dogs, but first time i didnt afraid.
I have been known Mukhtar over 10 years and even him i did afraid, sigh
im missing about Mukhtar so much, for his great and kind eyes v.v
9th january i had first classes in new semester
i always take photo of this street, heh
however i like colours of these buildings and sunset farther
when i did go out from post i saw so much cnow. it was dry day of winter, dry snow without a chance to make snowman
Iris of eye is nice looking here, isnt it? 
these two houses is built so long time ago, but they are wonderful at such weather, right?
may next time, if there wont dogs, i can take photo better
On next day they said won't a class and i waited for next clas in library.
I didn find good books there, so i need check out my notes in another library and use PC in library to read old books, sigh
in the evening of this day, we went to the shop wiith aunt and sister
and we saw this view, isnt it charming?
( ¯ ³¯)
every meeting with someone make me sure to not contact to them anymore.
yah, it's pity and even cruel but i want to be alone more and more.
even chat or sms make me angry or sad.
is it so affected to me?
it's nonsense!
and i dont want open my heart to anyone again
Sungha Jung (Monologue) – Sunset In Paris 