how many times i heard 'dont forswear'
it's like new chapter of my life and he beginning is sad again
hah
and what happened inside? It's like someone have broken my heart second time
really, why i am stepping on the same rake
as any girl i have stupid sensitive heart which needs something good, sigh
and second time ive got shoot to my back
it seems i give up with any relationship
and i dont se any... uhm I understand that some people cant imagine their own way or life and probably im the one of them
i really cant understand my future life and why i passed exam to get master degree. i didnt get anything if i didnt pass exam and what were i do now?
im tellying again and again about my contacts with people and im getting bored with it
i started read Emile Zola again and his first novels with so naive synopsises
ah, i understand why critics have derided his novels
it's pity but so naive and light words and phrases
anyway, may i need to rest from communication?
however i need to talk with someone,
sigh, but suddenly something inside me turn on negative attitude
nah, who can i share with it?
Hikaru Nanase – 名瀬家の正義 
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