1:20am sitting by my pc. Off day flew by so passed. Tomorrow another day of work to return to. The quiet night, the silent of the moment spur. Made me think of the times that has passed.
4 years ago this was said you came. Friendship was great and time was fun. Until the day you chose your profession I have not but support the things you love.
But as we know time is our greatest enemy. You came and you went. Chasing dreams and becoming the man you want to be. But hey I am your friend and I will support you regardless of the time we spoke or spend.
Then you came back. Friendship grew and relationship build.By god it was the best of time spent and memories made. Until you went away again.
But even so I understand a music man life is not their own.And so I waited and in silence keep my promise. Support and always be there for you.
Then he came. Shy yet serious. Gentle in his own ways. We became friends. Through time we made a way to communicate to each other. It was fun and hope came back.
Until you came back. The storm in my heart began to swirl.What I was suppose to see? Was blinded and I left what was meant for me.
Though relationship never grew sour. You drifted apart and soon you are too far out there for my hands to reach. We are still friends but….
I asked a friend the other day, “How do I move on? When you have my heart in your grasp.”
The answer is fact yet one that will break me apart.
One song played in my mind. A song so dear to a friend. I wonder if that is ever possible.
~LOST MEMORIES - NOCTURNAL BLOODLUST~
I promise you not to break your heart one more time.
Now everything you've had is faded away from your eyes, so let's take a piece of glass back together for us.
Tears you drop onto my cheek would tell me how dear you suffer from this burden.
So scream it out, my lungs out now
My weakness appears tonight
I believe you'll be fine
I will ask you over and over again but you won't feel anything to me.
Why do you stay inside, I can't believe myself...do you still stay in me?
But time is guiding fire lights up mire. There is no afraid.
Do you feel me now? Do you feel me now once again?
Jump and hands up
Don't worry, my word is judgement of right. Bless your day the sun lights out the way you choose.
Touch my heart and feel my fire toward to your bless. Touch my heart and feel my fire.
Break out, break out, break out of your shell you're not alone anymore.
Right now fly over this wall.
For what it's worth I'm sorry
I've left you behind before this happen.
This is life given to me, this is pain given to you, knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.
This world is fulfilled with hate, combustion and grief.
But in this desolation, there is hope some are eager to thrive.
"I want the time to remember you" on the way you whisper to me
You grab my hands and show me your smile.
Come, take me now because I want to know about myself
Let me go if it's time to remember.
Walk with me one more time let me hear what you used to say.
One more time let me know what you think
One more time let me feel your love
Stay with me, I'll be always here to say I love you...
Come with me I will show you everything we've known
I promise you not to leave you alone anytime.
(I promise, you're not alone, you're never ever alone again)
Whatever tears us apart, we stand by our promise
Now the time has come, we take first step to look for the pieces of lost memories
You hear me, I watch you til we find.
Disclaimer : Lyrics / Music Copyrighted to Nocturnal Bloodlust.