for my girls ♥

this text belongs to my beloved girls i´ve got to known for a short time.

also the text is in german,because i just felt to write it in my motherlanguage.

here we go ♪

Zwei Seelen

Zwei seelen, zerborsten, haben sich gefunden.
Die wunden geflickt, aber nicht verheilt.
Sie gehören zusammen und doch sind sie entzweit.
Die wunden nagend verletzen sie sich.
Eine dritte und vierte Seele kommen hinzu.
Sehen die Trauer und das Leid.
Verbringen mit den beiden sehr viel Zeit.
Pflegen und hegen die Wunden erneut.
Mit ganz viel Liebe aber dennoch auf der Hut, geben sie den beiden ganz viel Mut.
Zusammen gehen sie den ersten Schritt,
brauchten die beiden doch nur einen neuen Tritt.
Erneut zusammen und mit ganz viel Liebe, begeben sie sich in eine lange Wiege.
Eine Wiege aus Glück,Freude und Freundschaften, denn das sind die wichtigsten Errungenschaften.

i love you girls ♥

恋人には。。。

it's been a long since i wrote something in this way,but i had to do it, because otherwise i would break down.

the following text is for the person i love, and i hope he will understand.

anyway enjoy ♪


How many years do i have known you?
How many messages did i wrote to you?
How often did i saw you?
How often did i tried to reach you?

I don't know anymore...
it's too much pain

Did you ever recognized me?
Did you ever read all the messages?
Did you understood the meaning of the words?
What did you felt after reading them?

Did you felt pitty? embarrassed? guilty? sad? or at least happy?
i don't know...
it's too much pain

I don't care anymore
I only feel sadness
I only feel disappointment
I only feel sorrow

My heart is already dead
My feelings are just a habit
You are only in my heart because i need a reason to live for.

Say, how do you feel now?
Did you understand the words?
Do you believe in them?
Do you feel sad now?

You don't need to be, because i will love you forever
And this love for you, will kill me.


mata ne...

wonderful dream ♥

because i don´t have anyone to talk about it now,i will write it here

last night i had a wonderful dream ♥

i dreamt about my love having another exhibition and it was in germany! ♥

of course i went to see him and he greeted me with open arms and hugs me softly

we also kissed each other on the cheek...

it was so beautiful and lovely that i wished i would never awake

it was wonderful to see and feel him again ♥

i really really miss him so much that i wish, the next 2 months would be already over!

but i have to wait patiently...also there is so much to do in this months so i guess their will be over very fast

that's all

have a nice day ♪