it's been a long since i wrote something in this way,but i had to do it, because otherwise i would break down.
the following text is for the person i love, and i hope he will understand.
anyway enjoy ♪
How many years do i have known you?
How many messages did i wrote to you?
How often did i saw you?
How often did i tried to reach you?
I don't know anymore...
it's too much pain
Did you ever recognized me?
Did you ever read all the messages?
Did you understood the meaning of the words?
What did you felt after reading them?
Did you felt pitty? embarrassed? guilty? sad? or at least happy?
i don't know...
it's too much pain
I don't care anymore
I only feel sadness
I only feel disappointment
I only feel sorrow
My heart is already dead
My feelings are just a habit
You are only in my heart because i need a reason to live for.
Say, how do you feel now?
Did you understand the words?
Do you believe in them?
Do you feel sad now?
You don't need to be, because i will love you forever
And this love for you, will kill me.
mata ne...