dream

today after plushi went to work,i went to sleep again,because i was so tired.

as i slept,i dreamed about my mother.

that she is at home again and we sit on the balcony and talked a lot.

after we talked a while,in my dream i realized,that she never will be back at home and that i never can talk to her anymore...

so i started to cry in my dream.

then i woke up myself hard breathing and also started to cry in real life.

to think about that she never will be back and that i never can talk to her hurts so much,that i could cry for days i guess.

but i know,that my life must go on and i do many things not to think about.

it´s hard and it´s harder when i´m alone at home...

thanks to plushi,that she´s always by my side ♥

and to one friend,i´m so dissappointed that you weren´t here to my birthday party,although we talked one month before...that really hurts,because i need my friends now.

anyway...now enjoying the wonderful weather here in berlin

bye

life

isn´t the same anymore...

i just don´t know,if i shall like it how it is now or not...



love still hurts..

for you my love

long long time ago,i wrote something new!!!! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

enjoy!



Streets are empty,
my reality,
things are not the same.


I love you..
hell and heaven,
I love you all the time.


Can you hear my heart is beating,
sadness is in this world.
Can you hear my voice is aching,
it´s your name,i scream.


I love you..
hell and heaven,
I love you all the time.


I follow you anywhere,
I always will be by your side.
You never will be alone anymore,
my love is always with you.


I love you..
hell and heaven,
I love you all the time.


Never mind how far away we live,
love is growing all the time.
To say goodbye means not the end,
it´s just a seperation for a short time.


I love you..
hell and heaven,
I love you all the time.

thanks for reading! ( ´艸｀)

またね～