hello everyone!
i hope all of you are well..
somehow i try to enjoy my life now a bit more than usually.
because of my best friend i was able to fly away in my vacations the first time in my life and i loved it.
also we´re flying to finland next month to see the gazette
hm..
well i´m now in the last year of my apprenticeship and i´m really nervous because of the whole stuff we have to do.
right now i have to do a 6month work in a place i would like to work later and somehow i took the wrong decision..
i mean the people there are ok and nice, but they let me feel like a complete idiot.
i mean ok i´m in the last year,but that doesn´t mean i know everything and can do everythin by my own...they also said that but they don´t act like that..
it makes me feel sick even more, i´m not happy at all
so i try to speak to my teacher and hope he can give me some advice what i should do now..
i´m also afraid of talking to the person who should take care for me in the daycare center for children i´m now,but i have to talk to her (＞_＜)
i didn´t went to work today,because i felt so sick...i will go tomorrow again and maybe i will try to speak to her..or friday
well i will see
anyway my dreams are nice the past days ww
yesterday i dreamt about being in japan with my friends...and last night i dreamt about a band i really really like...
i wish my dreams would come true .__.
well..dunno what to write now
mata ne