was a fuckin shit day....
my mam and me went to the kindergarten today.
i searched a long time ago the way to it and it shows me how long we have to drive.
well,it failed.
we needed much longer...
then the wheelchair of my mam broke...
and we came 20 min to late...
the woman,who i had the job interview today,was already gone and her colleagues said,that the woman will call me again...maybe i will get a second chance,but i don´t think so...
and yeah it´s all my fault and i know this.
that´s why i´m fuckin down and nearly cry...
but i don´t need a friend who list all my mistakes now,i need a friend who carries for me now..
i also know,that alcohol is not a solution,but hell i need it now.
that´s it for today,maybe i will upload a text written by me later,i don´t know yet...
bye