Everything about me! EVERYTHING!!!
{David Choi playlist
I really like David's music, its quite inspiring.
And almost all of his songs are can relate too.}
I personally can't sing, I can't hit some high notes but even though I can't sing, music is still a bug part of my life.
Never get held back on stuff that can't make you better, always try to over come it.
I'm not much of a talkative person, don't have much friends. I know some people, but they may not really consider me as a friend. (ﾉ_-｡)
But I dun really care, I'm always so care free.
Being alone may not always be good, but most of the time you can do whatever you want.
You guys may thing my life is a boring life, taking pictures of the sky, trees, wind blowing stuff, food...
Sitting under a tree, relaxing, feeling the breeze.
Driving in my car, seeing sites. Searching new music.
I like to find songs according to my mood and keep that song repeated all over and over again.
Pretty relaxing eh? It's like a walk down by the beach, watching the sunset. And at night at a lavender field, lying on an empty spot glazing up at those shooting stars.
Ya I'm pretty much a loner. (＾～＾) but every week I get together with my friends and play some futsal (indoor soccer/ football), so it ain't all that bad, and sometimes we have a BBQ gathering. Bunch of guys and some girls, over a portable roast, get some chicken wings, etc. Talk about what we did this year, talk about our past, and what kinda job we're going to get.
Every summer (if i don't have summer school) I travel with my family to places we've never been to, or places we visit all the time. Japan, Hong Kong, somewhere in the states, or just some local traveling like to Niagara Falls or something. I grew up with my mom and 2 sister, and my dad working abroad, so I don't really get to see him much. So basically most of the time is 1 guy and 3 girls. So I may actually sometimes think like a girl, (or mat even move like a sissy) but most of the time I guess I'm really a normal guy. Just that I get gay guys and some like, one or two girls hit on me. I guess because sometimes I move like a girl and that I'm really polite. But I'm completely straight, so yeah I feel kinda awkward most of the time.
And I'm really slow on catching on stuff, like if a girls likes me or not. I don't really know, I've never chased a girl before, I just treat everyone as a friend. I may like some of my friend (girls) but I don't know if that's really love. Once I rationally think about it, its just because they're girls and they treat me as a friend. So I guess it's not love, it's gratitude for them to treat me as a friend. Maybe I let a lot of chances past through, or maybe I didn't. But it wouldn't be good for them anyways, most people think my lifestyle is dull and boring, I don't want them to suffer to be with me. Yea I may lack self-confidence, a lot of self-confidences, but I guess this is a protective mechanism because when I was smaller (I started a relationship) but later I found out she was dating another guy at the same time, and it was only 1 week in our relationship. I didn't actually feel anything, I was a little bit disappointed but that was all. I got over her the next 2 days. I guess you can't even call that a relationship, we didn't even hold hands. It was just grade 8, and I was still over obsessed with sports back then. I guess maybe that's how I'm not too confidence about myself? Sometimes I feel like getting a girlfriend, but most of the time I may just feel like relaxing, sleeping in, go out whenever I want. I kinda enjoy all this freedom, even though sometimes it can get really boring.
But with all this free time, it makes me think what it would be like to have a girlfriend to spend time with, to ride around in my car with me, taking a stroll at a park, eating ice cream together, or even SHOPPING!!! yikes! But yeah, I get the time to think about a lot of stuff, not school stuff though. I'm really crappy @ school materials. I only have street smarts not school smarts. LOL Well at least I'm not completely moronic. But sometimes, I guess I really have a split personality. Feel like there is another person living inside of me (not literally, I don't think I have lost my mind yet), its like a cooler guy LOL. Sometimes I get the urge to hit on every girl that I like, or proposing to one of my friend (but she has a boyfriend, and I'm not the one who racks a relationship), I dunno like a more "open-minded" kinda guy. But its just a feeling I guess, trying to be rebellious? But I guess maybe I'm too rational, and may suppress all these urges sometimes/ So maybe that's why I got the feeling to change my life style. Like I say "a split personality" and most of the time it ends up blowing up in my face. I bet most girls think I'm too childish, I dunno how, but stupid stuff just comes outta me sometimes. Like acting all retarded and stuff. Maybe I'm not acting like my age or keep suppressing those rebellious urges, maybe that's why I act this way... but who knows, I'm not a doctor.
And I dun really like to be around with too many people, Some people are fine, but a whole mall of people I don't really like, I don't like how sometimes they look at me. Maybe I'm look more like a foreigner and people may glance a little bit more at me. (I guess its just me, but...) More people more eyes, so I really like to be in the open, somewhere like Hokkaido or Switzerland.
I can be a city guy sometimes, just as long if people don't really look over at me, just treats me like a normal guy. I guess I'm more Asian than anything else, I feel like they don't look at me as much as in any other places. I fit in more in Japan, and Hong Kong. Or maybe its true, Asian people are just too busy all the time, and the looks I get from Asian people are completely different. (Maybe because I'm taller than them? I feel like, they're saying I wish I was that tall. lol) But here I'm only consider as average. I'm 6'1 and I don't really stand out, come on I'm a loner, what do you expect people to see in me?
O wow, I waste another hour of my life, TALKING about my life. and no one will ever read this.
1) its too freakin long 2) who wants to know. 3) It's just me, no one wants to know stuff about me. But hey it's alright, "KING KONG AIN'T GOT SHIT ON ME!"training day and that's all there is about me. One simple page~~~ PEACE
I really like David's music, its quite inspiring.
And almost all of his songs are can relate too.}
I personally can't sing, I can't hit some high notes but even though I can't sing, music is still a bug part of my life.
Never get held back on stuff that can't make you better, always try to over come it.
I'm not much of a talkative person, don't have much friends. I know some people, but they may not really consider me as a friend. (ﾉ_-｡)
But I dun really care, I'm always so care free.
Being alone may not always be good, but most of the time you can do whatever you want.
You guys may thing my life is a boring life, taking pictures of the sky, trees, wind blowing stuff, food...
Sitting under a tree, relaxing, feeling the breeze.
Driving in my car, seeing sites. Searching new music.
I like to find songs according to my mood and keep that song repeated all over and over again.
Pretty relaxing eh? It's like a walk down by the beach, watching the sunset. And at night at a lavender field, lying on an empty spot glazing up at those shooting stars.
Ya I'm pretty much a loner. (＾～＾) but every week I get together with my friends and play some futsal (indoor soccer/ football), so it ain't all that bad, and sometimes we have a BBQ gathering. Bunch of guys and some girls, over a portable roast, get some chicken wings, etc. Talk about what we did this year, talk about our past, and what kinda job we're going to get.
Every summer (if i don't have summer school) I travel with my family to places we've never been to, or places we visit all the time. Japan, Hong Kong, somewhere in the states, or just some local traveling like to Niagara Falls or something. I grew up with my mom and 2 sister, and my dad working abroad, so I don't really get to see him much. So basically most of the time is 1 guy and 3 girls. So I may actually sometimes think like a girl, (or mat even move like a sissy) but most of the time I guess I'm really a normal guy. Just that I get gay guys and some like, one or two girls hit on me. I guess because sometimes I move like a girl and that I'm really polite. But I'm completely straight, so yeah I feel kinda awkward most of the time.
And I'm really slow on catching on stuff, like if a girls likes me or not. I don't really know, I've never chased a girl before, I just treat everyone as a friend. I may like some of my friend (girls) but I don't know if that's really love. Once I rationally think about it, its just because they're girls and they treat me as a friend. So I guess it's not love, it's gratitude for them to treat me as a friend. Maybe I let a lot of chances past through, or maybe I didn't. But it wouldn't be good for them anyways, most people think my lifestyle is dull and boring, I don't want them to suffer to be with me. Yea I may lack self-confidence, a lot of self-confidences, but I guess this is a protective mechanism because when I was smaller (I started a relationship) but later I found out she was dating another guy at the same time, and it was only 1 week in our relationship. I didn't actually feel anything, I was a little bit disappointed but that was all. I got over her the next 2 days. I guess you can't even call that a relationship, we didn't even hold hands. It was just grade 8, and I was still over obsessed with sports back then. I guess maybe that's how I'm not too confidence about myself? Sometimes I feel like getting a girlfriend, but most of the time I may just feel like relaxing, sleeping in, go out whenever I want. I kinda enjoy all this freedom, even though sometimes it can get really boring.
But with all this free time, it makes me think what it would be like to have a girlfriend to spend time with, to ride around in my car with me, taking a stroll at a park, eating ice cream together, or even SHOPPING!!! yikes! But yeah, I get the time to think about a lot of stuff, not school stuff though. I'm really crappy @ school materials. I only have street smarts not school smarts. LOL Well at least I'm not completely moronic. But sometimes, I guess I really have a split personality. Feel like there is another person living inside of me (not literally, I don't think I have lost my mind yet), its like a cooler guy LOL. Sometimes I get the urge to hit on every girl that I like, or proposing to one of my friend (but she has a boyfriend, and I'm not the one who racks a relationship), I dunno like a more "open-minded" kinda guy. But its just a feeling I guess, trying to be rebellious? But I guess maybe I'm too rational, and may suppress all these urges sometimes/ So maybe that's why I got the feeling to change my life style. Like I say "a split personality" and most of the time it ends up blowing up in my face. I bet most girls think I'm too childish, I dunno how, but stupid stuff just comes outta me sometimes. Like acting all retarded and stuff. Maybe I'm not acting like my age or keep suppressing those rebellious urges, maybe that's why I act this way... but who knows, I'm not a doctor.
And I dun really like to be around with too many people, Some people are fine, but a whole mall of people I don't really like, I don't like how sometimes they look at me. Maybe I'm look more like a foreigner and people may glance a little bit more at me. (I guess its just me, but...) More people more eyes, so I really like to be in the open, somewhere like Hokkaido or Switzerland.
I can be a city guy sometimes, just as long if people don't really look over at me, just treats me like a normal guy. I guess I'm more Asian than anything else, I feel like they don't look at me as much as in any other places. I fit in more in Japan, and Hong Kong. Or maybe its true, Asian people are just too busy all the time, and the looks I get from Asian people are completely different. (Maybe because I'm taller than them? I feel like, they're saying I wish I was that tall. lol) But here I'm only consider as average. I'm 6'1 and I don't really stand out, come on I'm a loner, what do you expect people to see in me?
O wow, I waste another hour of my life, TALKING about my life. and no one will ever read this.
1) its too freakin long 2) who wants to know. 3) It's just me, no one wants to know stuff about me. But hey it's alright, "KING KONG AIN'T GOT SHIT ON ME!"training day and that's all there is about me. One simple page~~~ PEACE
