Girls?
THOUGHTS:
I'm always so jealous of people who are so confidence about themselves.
I admit I'm not an attractive guy but at least I'm not the worst looking guy there is. (I think...)
REMODELING:
So I may have a low self-esteem but I'm trying to change that.
I've been having braces for about a year now, So another year from now, I think I can take them off, and then I hope I can look less ugly. And I'm starting to gain some weight.
Before I was only average weight for asian which is (skinny?) but now I've finally reach to normal weight for average guys, though I need to gain 5-10 more pounds until I can built up my muscles.
CONFUSION:
So I'm remodeling myself to look less unattractive/ more attractive, but the one thing that I really need to do is to build up my confidence, I'm not a mean person or anything, and i rarely get mad at people. I treat everyone like my friend. Yes I may not talk much, and I don't really don't like to socialize, but what makes me less attractive than other guys? I have no idea. (Is it because I'm too childish? No self-esteem?)
I see some worse looking guys (personally thinking) out there with incredibly hot girlfriends, and sometimes those guys treat them like dirt and the girls still loves them.
Does girls like cocky guys or something?
I'm a "newb" when talking about love, or computer games lol.
I guess the only thing I'M good at is playing sports, drawing, cartoons, movies, music, artistic stuff... Basically I'm good at kid stuffs.
What do girls look for in a guy?
Is it security? Well I don't socialize, who else am I going to love beside the girls of my dreams.
Is it appearance? I'm not butt ugly am I?
Is it money? I'm broke....
Is it experience? Who is going to give me experience?
I'm always so jealous of people who are so confidence about themselves.
I admit I'm not an attractive guy but at least I'm not the worst looking guy there is. (I think...)
REMODELING:
So I may have a low self-esteem but I'm trying to change that.
I've been having braces for about a year now, So another year from now, I think I can take them off, and then I hope I can look less ugly. And I'm starting to gain some weight.
Before I was only average weight for asian which is (skinny?) but now I've finally reach to normal weight for average guys, though I need to gain 5-10 more pounds until I can built up my muscles.
CONFUSION:
So I'm remodeling myself to look less unattractive/ more attractive, but the one thing that I really need to do is to build up my confidence, I'm not a mean person or anything, and i rarely get mad at people. I treat everyone like my friend. Yes I may not talk much, and I don't really don't like to socialize, but what makes me less attractive than other guys? I have no idea. (Is it because I'm too childish? No self-esteem?)
I see some worse looking guys (personally thinking) out there with incredibly hot girlfriends, and sometimes those guys treat them like dirt and the girls still loves them.
Does girls like cocky guys or something?
I'm a "newb" when talking about love, or computer games lol.
I guess the only thing I'M good at is playing sports, drawing, cartoons, movies, music, artistic stuff... Basically I'm good at kid stuffs.
What do girls look for in a guy?
Is it security? Well I don't socialize, who else am I going to love beside the girls of my dreams.
Is it appearance? I'm not butt ugly am I?
Is it money? I'm broke....
Is it experience? Who is going to give me experience?
One of my fav back in High School
High school, which is also known as middle school, secondary school.
One of the favouritest things I like in High school...
1) My friends
2) My car
3) playing competitive soccer with people older than me
4) ice-cream truck
5) Having a movie theatre so close by.
6) The girl that I like, which eventually became my friend and dated mt other friend. (Sad)
7) Being a senior.
8) BBQ @ my friends house
9) Taking Photography class, art class, and grade 9 gym. (Mr.T was probably one of the best teachers in school.)
10) Music!!!! (it was the first time I listened to Korean songs, sorta opened up all my music variety that I listen to.) Thanks Yoon Jo. Hope you doing good in the army.
Freestyle
One of the favouritest things I like in High school...
1) My friends
2) My car
3) playing competitive soccer with people older than me
4) ice-cream truck
5) Having a movie theatre so close by.
6) The girl that I like, which eventually became my friend and dated mt other friend. (Sad)
7) Being a senior.
8) BBQ @ my friends house
9) Taking Photography class, art class, and grade 9 gym. (Mr.T was probably one of the best teachers in school.)
10) Music!!!! (it was the first time I listened to Korean songs, sorta opened up all my music variety that I listen to.) Thanks Yoon Jo. Hope you doing good in the army.
Freestyle
I feel music
I've remember watching this show on Discovery channel.
That some people can hear colours. Thats right hear colours.
When they listen to certain music they can picture different colours.
I guess music really is everything.
It can express you feelings, makes you feel what the musician is feeling.
Like when you listen to Rock it gets you pump up, and when you listen to Hip hop and rap, it takes the anger outta you.
And music sets trends too. So when you listen to some sort of music it makes you feel cool.
Asian cultures are mainly focus on pop music, which either makes you feel really happy, really sad, or just really gay. LoL. Well I sort of feel like listening to Jazz these days.
I guess it really depends on my mood. Music have to power to calm myself down, gets me pump, etc.
I'm a person that can really/ really.... control my emotions. I guess I've never been sadder for a day, never been angry more than a day, or really... u noe. I'm not a person with many friends, nor do I feel like interacting much with people. I'm probably one of those guys that sits a Starbuck all day, reading a novel drinking coffee, sitting at those single sofa chair., And yes I'm very discribtive. I don't mind interacting with people, I just never start a conversation, unless I feel like it, in which I ususally don't. Music is really a major part of my life, I listen to almost everything, I don't get why some people only listen to certain type of music. That's so much great thing out there. Why only be a single minded person, when you can be everything? Hey look at me, I'm listening to Jazz and watching basketball with my dimmed light. And man is Lebron James owning bigtime. Just at the end of the 2nd quarter right at he last second, he shot a 3pt'r at half court. Man he can shot from anywhere and still make it. MVP!!! I see everything in music, especially linking music and sports. When I see Roger Federer in a tennis match I usually feel "classical", when ever I watch Hockey I feel "rock", etc. Call me unfaithful or whatever, I feel like being all that I can. From a nerdy geek - to - a really cool guy, from playing soccer -to - basketball, from classical-to-hip hop. I guess the only thing that I'm faithful in is in the person that I like.
Well here is someone that I really enjoy listening to, maybe I'll buy his disc tmr. Oh yea and that is also one other person that I would like to talk about for a real quick second.
There is this Hong Kong girl that is singing Japanese and having her debut album around May sometimes.
Her name is Tinka, I think she has the voice of an angel. Her new single "Sweet Dream" sounds amazing.
So back on the person that I was originately going to talk about is this musician call Hanjin.
Hanjin started off from the background, and slowly spread all around the music industry. From pop- to - hip hop- to - jazz he has done it all. Really amazing. Don't believe me? Let me hook you up to this talented guy, multilangual as well. Hanjin
Be everything that you want to be, do what you like if it doesn't affect other people. Live life free, don't live life like a book.
That some people can hear colours. Thats right hear colours.
When they listen to certain music they can picture different colours.
I guess music really is everything.
It can express you feelings, makes you feel what the musician is feeling.
Like when you listen to Rock it gets you pump up, and when you listen to Hip hop and rap, it takes the anger outta you.
And music sets trends too. So when you listen to some sort of music it makes you feel cool.
Asian cultures are mainly focus on pop music, which either makes you feel really happy, really sad, or just really gay. LoL. Well I sort of feel like listening to Jazz these days.
I guess it really depends on my mood. Music have to power to calm myself down, gets me pump, etc.
I'm a person that can really/ really.... control my emotions. I guess I've never been sadder for a day, never been angry more than a day, or really... u noe. I'm not a person with many friends, nor do I feel like interacting much with people. I'm probably one of those guys that sits a Starbuck all day, reading a novel drinking coffee, sitting at those single sofa chair., And yes I'm very discribtive. I don't mind interacting with people, I just never start a conversation, unless I feel like it, in which I ususally don't. Music is really a major part of my life, I listen to almost everything, I don't get why some people only listen to certain type of music. That's so much great thing out there. Why only be a single minded person, when you can be everything? Hey look at me, I'm listening to Jazz and watching basketball with my dimmed light. And man is Lebron James owning bigtime. Just at the end of the 2nd quarter right at he last second, he shot a 3pt'r at half court. Man he can shot from anywhere and still make it. MVP!!! I see everything in music, especially linking music and sports. When I see Roger Federer in a tennis match I usually feel "classical", when ever I watch Hockey I feel "rock", etc. Call me unfaithful or whatever, I feel like being all that I can. From a nerdy geek - to - a really cool guy, from playing soccer -to - basketball, from classical-to-hip hop. I guess the only thing that I'm faithful in is in the person that I like.
Well here is someone that I really enjoy listening to, maybe I'll buy his disc tmr. Oh yea and that is also one other person that I would like to talk about for a real quick second.
There is this Hong Kong girl that is singing Japanese and having her debut album around May sometimes.
Her name is Tinka, I think she has the voice of an angel. Her new single "Sweet Dream" sounds amazing.
So back on the person that I was originately going to talk about is this musician call Hanjin.
Hanjin started off from the background, and slowly spread all around the music industry. From pop- to - hip hop- to - jazz he has done it all. Really amazing. Don't believe me? Let me hook you up to this talented guy, multilangual as well. Hanjin
Be everything that you want to be, do what you like if it doesn't affect other people. Live life free, don't live life like a book.